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Thursday, December 29, 2011

It is through the support of old friends on facebook that I have had significant knowledge in understanding and combating MgD. I have suFfered intensly for 4 years but have only known of our communal plight for a half a year. Anyways I would recommend purchasing a zapper wand. I found mine second hand for a few dollars it is called 'the time machine- forver spring' runs off a 9 volt batteru. I use it daily. I have had good outcomes with twice daily collodial silver purchased at GNC expensive....magnesium daily. Salicyclic Acid (willow tree extract) has been a godsend. Buy it as shampoo and salve OTC dermares product. OTC relatively inexpensive. BAking soda yes. Alchol No! HYDrogen Peroxide HELL no. Glycerin soap yes. Dove soap NO. Stay away from extra IRon supplements as you'll feed the beast and feel complete death.I am choosing to experiment with infrared light therapy although it may be cancer forming in the long run....... My friend whom educated me upon Morgellon filiment Syndrome shared this with me the other day. Now I share it with you. Donated 25$ to Carnicom research as his data is the most telling and helpful.
Keep on keepin on. Everyday it feels like soul death. I know. Pain and sensations modulate unexplainably. It doesn't make sense. That is why we are jere together crowdsourcing and sharing. I pray The CDC does the right thing. The doctors and health care industy treat us without dignity nor integrity on there part. There hands are tied till CDC makes its so called 'judgement' pray pray pray. America be good for the sake of all that is right and just.
Wand zapper is the big zapper he uses on his head. It is a different form of zapper than the blood electrification zapper but gets rid of things past the blood/brain barrier. It might be good to do both in case you need some lymph nodes zapped. Not sure where but you can see him demonstrate somewhere in this series: www.youtube.com/watch?v=MkCHrV6cCfw
Amazing: how to cure cancer & HIV (Dr. Bob Beck) -part 1/13
This is a rare video, taken in 1996 at Ventura College, of Dr Robert (Bob) Beck.'

Friday, December 23, 2011

ge 178 - You have to keep enough of the organism for it to reform each dawn; and you have to keep small supplies of...‎
Appears in 29 books from 1994-2008
Page 284 - Spinozian question about what the body can do. [W]e know nothing about a body until we know what it can do, in other words, what its affects are, how they can or cannot enter into composition with other affects, with the affects of another body, either to destroy that body or to be destroyed by it, either to exchange actions and passions with it or to join with it in composing a more powerful body.‎
Appears in 31 books from 1974-2007
Page 24 - A plateau is always in the middle, not at the beginning or the end. A rhizome is made of plateaus. Gregory Bateson uses the word "plateau" to designate something very special: a continuous, self-vibrating region of intensities whose development avoids any orientation toward a culmination point or external end.‎
Appears in 42 books from 1973-2007
Page 197 - From the viewpoint of racism, there is no exterior, there are no people on the outside. There are only people who should be like us and whose crime it is not to be.‎
Appears in 24 books from 1979-2007
Page 27 - A rhizome has no beginning or end; it is always in the middle, between things, interbeing, intermezzo. The tree 'is filiation, but the rhizome is alliance, uniquely alliance. The tree imposes the verb "to be...‎
Appears in 50 books from 1957-2008
Page 10 - Every rhizome contains lines of segmentarity according to which it is stratified, territorialized, organized, signified, attributed, etc., as well as lines of deterritorialization down which it constantly flees. There is a rupture in the rhizome whenever segmentary lines explode into a line of flight, but the line of flight is part of the rhizome. These lines always tie back to one another.‎
Appears in 25 books from 1957-2007
Page 220 - This led me to the idea that the ones who had survived had made some sort of clean break. This is a big word and is no parallel to a jail-break when one is probably headed for a new jail or will be forced back to the old one. The famous "Escape‎
Appears in 26 books from 1945-2005
Page xiii - Rather than analyzing the world into discrete components, reducing their manyness to the One of identity, and ordering them by rank, it sums up a set of disparate circumstances in a shattering blow. It synthesizes a multiplicity of elements without effacing their heterogeneity or hindering their potential for future rearranging (to the contrary).‎
Appears in 16 books from 1992-2006
Page 23 - When a multiplicity of this kind changes dimension, it necessarily changes in nature as well, undergoes a metamorphosis. Unlike a structure, which is defined by a set of points and positions, with binary relations between the points and biunivocal relationships between the positions...‎
Appears in 20 books from 1996-2007

Friday, December 16, 2011

Wid da Woman persnatch the archetectHolagpher shuld try agin. Third times the charm. Wo-man and man too incompatible other than the copulatory mechanism. Lillith of the Mud is the true mother we all gonna climb down into her womb. That is unless u rocketship yer remains outaspace. Then ya gotta worry bout stranglets declaring yer soul microquasar (Houston...we have a problem.../(ytyyfcghgcHjg}f\fg\£b£\f÷`h=yu~r\ff¥¥»r«gh÷`=\»¥»df«\f2{e»::÷;`jyhj~/g\:÷÷j)\ff6f~y÷;;!6c6÷b!•:÷jhj÷j÷•••.¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤)))))))). SS433 already has dibs on me my friend. I decide upon implosion vs. Explosion. Black hole vs. Supernova. Until then I quaver tiny superheavy neutrino beaconing my scream faster than light across all cosmos! Help!

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

http://playersretreat.net/expensivescotch.htm
http://www.squidoo.com/Malt-Whisky-Buyers-Guide
http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Single_malt_Scotch

Archetype revealed.
New paradigm time perception will send sanity spiraling. Best to have known Slow time for that little window of our youth. Now Know the tempo beyond prestissimmo as we are expected to keep up with the blazing bliostering bitstream zapping microwave A.I. Devices strapped near our gonads. Nano one's and zero's baby fried. My smile is purely artificial. Was called a racist. HA. All dna die. Learn that Dna is the big holdback keeping you landlocked on gristly old Gaia terra firma. Prison planet fuckpod hive larva. Time bending silver malleable. We'll course back and forth within your lived time stream after death; that is unless you've been selected for immortality with the condition of no continued offspring DNA child replications. Then you are free to fly explore multiverse. Become the weather. YOU ARE the WinD. ThE WinD is you. World War Seven is a muthAfucka of psyionic dominance amongst those who claim control over dna modification. Good times if your gone AWOL infinite off world. Bad times if yer ghost string is trapped as they will begn to nullify all remenants of history Ghost physical and digital. Good luck vogelONE you and I and ET ike have a chance to escape. 5th column or bust. Love always, iLL.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Set of 8 Rorschach testing cards printed in Switzerland.  If you said the wrong thing it meant years in the sanitarium for you!  They all look like spaceships to me!  These are numbered 1-8 (roman numerals) and have the signature(not real) of Hermann Rorschach on the back.  Printed in Switzerland!  Copyright 1921.  In pretty good shape.  Not sure exact age.  Collectors Item!
Hermann Rorschach(German pronunciation:[ˌhman oax]or[oax]; 8 November 1884 – 1 April 1922) was aSwissFreudianpsychiatristandpsychoanalyst, best known for developing aprojective testknown as theRorschach inkblot test. This test was reportedly designed to reflect unconscious parts of the personality that "project" onto the stimuli. Individuals were shown 10 inkblots, one at a time, and asked to report what objects or figures they saw in each of them.[1]
Rorschach was born inZürichand spent his childhood and youth inSchaffhausen. He became known to his high school friends as Klecks, or "inkblot" since, like many other young people in his native country, he enjoyed Klecksography, the making of fanciful inkblot "pictures." Unlike his classmates, however, Rorschach would go on to make inkblots his life's work.

Friday, December 9, 2011

he great transgression is nigh. It is good to see you prepare the crystalline luminescence. EXpose yourself to the other dimenensionals. You may be able to survive the initial onaslaught. Bribe the OTHERS with the uncut gems on your ledge. Suffer Well my friend and may we fight valiantly in the impending War of Frequencies. Intel is already censoring/fabricating/classifying our communications. Be aware that Bill might not be Bill next time we meet. Ask about burroughs favorite comic strip. Codeword: fingers schafer is a ....

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Seperated. . . agreed. sad blue blurry blues on a dead lennon day. Failed intervention ignorance shoulda ignored offers of so called help when they ask how do you spell morgellons. I write a whimsy sayin c'est la vie be alright you be alright. Halloween is nigh and dead jesus walks as a zombie risen rise resin. My word salad is poetry symptomatic of an imagination of a human being, remember? Blank slate another day. I'll keep on keepin on through the hazed out chemtrail brain fog. It's out there u better hope it don't get in you. Far too late. Go against nature is part of nature too. My new NASA gene therapy will soon seperate me from host. Empty shell of mind body will hover and hang but trust me my soul is gone.
ased upon the understanding that has been presented thus far, there exists a set of physiological conditions that is expected to be more likely to occur in the "Morgellons affected individual" than in the general population.   It is a probabilistic offering only.  This information is not intended to be diagnostic in any sense and the postulates are presented solely as a result of analytic and observational research.  The information is offered to the medical community for their evaluation and assessment as the issue is approached with greater seriousness in the future.  There is no guarantee or implied guarantee that any of the following symptoms or conditions will occur; only that they may deserve consideration by the medical community as the situation is researched further.  The list of candidate effects upon the body may or may not include:

1. An increased level of acidity in the body (may be most easily assessed by urine pH testing).

2. Diminished oxygen carrying capacity of the blood.

3. Lower energy levels due to interference in the ATP production cycle; greater fatigue.

4. The presence of filament structures (ferric iron - anthocyanin complexes) within oral samples.

5. Recent research indicates that the urinary tract may be equally affected with the presence of the filament structures.

6. The presence of a bacterial-like component (chlamydia-like) within or surrounding the red blood cells.

7. Chronic decreased body temperature.

8. Respiratory problems, including proclivities toward a chronic cough or walking pneumonia-like symptoms.

9. Skin manifestation at the more developed levels (the skin is an excretory organ).

10. The impact of increased oxidation, greater free radical presence and their damaging effects upon the body.

11. Tooth decay or loss.

12. The smoking population may exhibit an increased incidence of the condition due to additional oxygen inhibition within the blood.

13. Liver toxicity, gall bladder and bile duct complications.

14. Potential reduction in arterial transport; increased blood pressure.

15. Potential proclivity toward increased cancer incidence due to an expected increase in aneroboic metabolism.

16. Additional unidentified systemic damage in conjunction with the pathological mechanisms of cell injury identified.

 

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Yazza n' much jazza back at you. Have you been able to leap the nuclear desert? From quark to Neutron star. Yeah baby. Now you know... We know not a thing! nothing out there. including us!! but, lex baby mela huntar crazy incomprehensible strangelets jive wiggle and fall to the sound of jazzlike scrawls and histronics. A and voracious dark matter feeds off their 'oh so precious' feedback of us jazzlike improving. Our bebop stranget dewdrop whims. They feed off it... simple innocents quircks of the windblowers divits and thought that feedbacks they feed oFf the feedbacks squall and in doing so tha other side's version of life is regurgitated nurtured in mirror anti horror land logic.. We're alone. Jazzresin lex mela huntar both Sr. Jr.and the III. But you Alexander Wesley Holloway Melise and yourself along with William Lincoln Schafer and me we can dig cause its no difference to the studied musician of frequency high and low. Right? It is as it is and always willbe/hasbeen. To be or not to be was the ANSWER not the question. You of all strangelets, you shine a singularity light unique in both voudou physics and jive ass jazz. you my microquasar law breaker full-lackhole darkatter kind credentials. You my ninja nwrd Niger river Kaw asia ninjitsu, you play a song of both sides of the universe. One of the many reasons I love you admire you and call you hero. Gestalt my friend Gestalt Aleph to you always and fornever. Ill jazzresin cypher sephiroth.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

http://blogs.riverfronttimes.com/rftmusic/2011/11/what_to_do_weekend_shows_best_concerts.php
http://morgellonspgpr.wordpress.com/2009/09/15/neurocutaneous-syndrome-ncs/
There are very few human beings who receive the truth, complete and staggering, by instant illumination. Most of them acquire it fragment by fragment, on a small scale, by successive developments, cellularly, like a laborious mosaic."
"We don't see things as they are, we see them as we are."
"Life is truly known only to those who suffer, lose, endure adversity and stumble from defeat to defeat."
Anxiety is love's greatest killer. It makes others feel as you might when a drowning man holds on to you. You want to save him, but you know he will strangle you with his panic.
Anais Nin

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

http://www.rense.com/Datapages/morgRSPEC.htm
rch, May 10, 2010
Truthout - 2010-05-07
 
Media outlets across the Northwest United States began reporting on April 24 that a strange, previously unknown strain of virulent airborne fungi that has already killed at least six people in Oregon, Washington and Idaho is spreading throughout the region. The fungus, according to expert microbiologists, who have expressed alarm about the emergence of the strain, is a new genotype of Cryptococcus gatti fungi. Cryptococcus gatti is normally found in tropical and subtropical locations in India, South America, Africa and Australia. Microbiologists in the United States are reporting that the strain found here, for reasons not yet fully understood, is far deadlier than any found overseas.
 
Physicians in the Pacific Northwest are reporting that an undetermined number of people in the region are ill from the effects of the strange strain. Physicians also say that the virulent strain can infect domestic animals as well as humans, and symptoms do not appear until anywhere from two to four months after exposure. Symptoms in humans include a lingering cough, sharp chest pains, fever, night-sweats, weight-loss, headaches and shortness of breath. The strain can be treated successfully, if detected early enough, with oral doses of antifungal medication, but it cannot be prevented, and there is no preventative vaccine. Undiagnosed, the fungus works its way into the spinal fluid and central nervous system and causes fatal meningitis.
 
The estimated mortality rate is about 25 percent of 21 cases analyzed. Several newspapers and media outlets in the US and overseas quote a researcher at Duke University's Department of Molecular Genetics and Microbiology, Edmond Byrnes, as stating: "This novel fungus is worrisome because it appears to be a threat to otherwise healthy people. Typically, we see this fungal disease associated with transplant recipients and HIV-infected patients, but that is not what we are seeing."
 
Microbiologists and epidemiologists studying the strain say the mystery fungus came from an earlier fatal fungus that was first found on British Columbia's Vancouver Island in the fall of 2001, and perhaps as early as 1999. There the fungus infected and killed dogs, cats, horses, sheep, porpoises and at least 26 people. The disease spreads through spores carried by breezes and wind and when people and animals encounter infected ground where the fungus is present. A number of microbiologists say that the disease has "the potential to essentially travel anywhere the wind or people can carry it." Reads an alarming study authored in part by Duke University's Edmond Byrnes: "The continued expansion of C. gatti in the United States is ongoing, and the diversity of hosts increasing."
 
Several researchers in California also note that the Cryptococcus gatti fungus has been researched for decades, extending back to the 1950's, at the US Army's biological warfare center, Fort Detrick, in Frederick, Maryland. One microbiologist at the University of California at Los Angeles recounted that the fungus was first brought to the attention of Fort Detrick researchers by British scientists experimenting with the bark of eucalyptus trees from Australia. Army biological warfare reports obtained through the Freedom of Information Act reveal that beginning around 1952 the Army mounted a huge research program involving numerous plant and fungi products, and that well over 300 long-term contracts and sub-contracts were let with over 35 US colleges and universities to carry out this multifaceted research. Examples of this early research in California included experiments and projects at Camp Cooke; Port Huemene; Harpers Lake; Oceanside, and extensive experimentation with wheat stem rust and "various spores" including "several from tropical locations" and cereal rust spores and dyed Lycopodium spores. Several Army reports reveal that private-sector corporations that participated or assisted in these projects were the American Institute of Crop Ecology; the American Type Culture Collection Inc.; University of California; Bioferm Inc. and the Kulijian Corporation.
 
The same microbiologist, who declined to speak on the record and who recounted extensive fungus work at Fort Detrick, also stated that researchers at Israel's Institute for Biological Research, located in Ness-Ziona about 20 km from Tel Aviv, have worked with the Cryptococcus gatti fungus. They also report that mysterious Israeli-American scientist Joseph Moshe, 56 years old, may have conducted covert studies with the fungus while he was recently living in California. This report concerning Moshe is especially interesting because Moshe was briefly in the international spotlight in 2009 when he was the subject of a spectacular chase and arrest by the LA police department and SWAT team, assisted by the FBI, Secret Service, CIA, US Army and several other unidentified federal officials. That highly unusual arrest has never been fully explained to the media, and the whereabouts of Moshe has remained unknown since its occurrence. Compounding the mystery surrounding the Moshe case is that there is another scientist named Moshe Bar-Joseph who works in Israel and who looks remarkably like Joseph Moshe, except that he is about 20 years older.
 
Why Moshe was pursued and apprehended by the police is a largely unanswered question. According to the Los Angeles media, which recorded the entire incident by helicopter and ground cameras, Moshe claimed to be "a former Mossad microbiologist" who had telephoned a police dispatch number before his pursuit and had made "threatening statements about the White House and the president." Reportedly, Secret Service spokesman Ed Donovan confirmed this when he spoke with several Los Angeles reporters.
 
On August 14, 2009, several Los Angeles police cruisers and an unmarked armored vehicle pursued Joseph Moshe as he drove his red VW automobile several miles through downtown Los Angeles before his car's engine was reportedly knocked out by an electromagnetic pulse. Moshe refused to exit his car when ordered several times by the police, and after the driver's window of his VW was smashed out by a robotic arm and several rounds of tear gas and pepper gas were fired into the vehicle, he still remained behind the wheel, refusing to move. At the time, police officers on the scene were stunned that Moshe was able to withstand three tear gas shells and hosing with pepper spray without moving. Later that day, a Los Angeles law enforcement official said: "I can't explain that; there's no way to explain that."
 
After his apprehension, Moshe was taken to the Patton State Mental Hospital and then to the Twin Towers Correctional Facility in Los Angeles. Sometime about 60 days later, Moshe was quietly released and his current whereabouts are unknown. Since his arrest became public, reports about Moshe's activities in the US have spread like wildfire, especially across the Internet. Many of these reports are unconfirmed, but a few come from credible sources and have linked Moshe to the grossly underreported outbreak of flu in the Ukraine.
 
Other reliable sources, including two former Fort Detrick biochemists, have also linked Moshe to a mysterious disease that is becoming alarmingly common in Vermont and other states, including California. The disease is known to have killed or incapacitated at least 10 to 20 rural dwellers and farmers. This disease is said to be Morgellons disease or "a rare, mutated form of Morgellons disease." Former Fort Detrick scientists, speaking off the record, say that the disease is one that was "experimented with intensely" in the late 1960's at several "test sites in New England." Morgellons causes patients to suffer horrible skin problems as well as fatigue, confusion and serious memory problems, as well as joint pain and the strange sensation that pins and needles are piercing the body or that something is crawling beneath one's flesh. Some researchers and physicians believe that Morgellons is actually a psychiatric condition called "delusional parasitosis." Other physicians, who are familiar with treating the disease, say it may be caused by "an airborne, unidentified spore" and that it was developed in the laboratory from an affliction that was first identified in the 1700's. Regardless of its origin, some researchers say that Morgellons is becoming "a very real medical problem in some parts of the country."
 
http://dermatology.wustl.edu/research/research.html
http://archderm.ama-assn.org/cgi/content/short/146/10/1191?rss=1

War is Hell

War of Frqncy has begun

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Morgellon's Syndrome is a disease of the entire body,  Every cell is being
transformed
from natural to synthetic, and there are stages in between.  We are not all
in the same
stage.   Some still have modified organic inductions of foreign organic
genes, others
have mixtures of organic and semi-synthetic, while others have pure
synthetic.   As
science unfolds and slowly hidden project s are exposed, new expressions of
new genes,
incorporation of synthetic genes, amino acids, enzymes, proteins, non
coding rna
and dna are being transposed into the transitioning body,  Natural beings
are becoming
a rare breed.  Synthetic life begets a plasticity of being.  WE are simply
floating plastic.

From researchers at MRG, we have concluded that the brain itself, the cns,
the cytoskeletal
cell, particularly actin,  the cell itself has been hijacked, and foreign
adaptive proteins,
genes, polymers, vectors, phages, influenza flu non coding dna,
semi-synthetic cells,
synthetic cells, liposomes and vesicle formations, synthetic amino acids,
synthetic
minimal cells have invaded  the extracellular matrix of the human being.
These
foreign adaptive organisms are operating in junk dna where many of those
auto-recessive gene codings and dna itself, has held a lid on manifesting
carrier
diseases.  By lifting the the auto-recessive silences of these dna, and
rna, that have
held certains diseases in check,  activation shows the disease's face,
thereby producing
symptoms of the carrier diseases.

By using junk dna in selected areas, the extracellular spaces, foreign
proteins
and proteins from other organisms which have been substituted as homologous
genes, genes similar to those being targeted, the human genome is slowing
being
forced/directed to accept these alterations. Natural selection is becoming
extinct.
  From organic, to semi-organic, to semi-synthetic and finally to
synthetic, the
human being is being transformed into a synthetic  mirror of it's former
native
self.  The machine, the compute,  moves closer to actually being implanted
into the human,   No desktop needed.

Parts are being ordered from gene banks, libraries, and investment houses.
Are we to sit idly by and let this happen?  Can we find ways to reroute the
end product?  I think we can.  With the use of BioSET, Rife Machine, ph
balance,
we can hang on to our selfish natural genes, if knowledge of these pre
genetic
conditions are common talk in doctors offices, alternatives can be made to
not propogate the hereditary flaws.  One can choose to give a child a home
who does not have one, is in an orphanage, or is a ward of the court, or is
handicapped, or is homeless.

Thought is a powerful thing, many people simply do not think anymore. One
lets the computer do if for them or the Ipod,  cell phone:  the texting unit
finishes sentences for you.  By letting others do your thinking for you,
you are not
exercising what rightfully is yours.

When the medical profession turns on the ill and those suffering from
diseases
like Lyme's, Morgellons, and other unexplained illness and no attempt is
made
 to study the phenomenon, then that agency should be abolished, for it's
purpose
 no longer is to serve the public, but to serve others of higher elitist
claim.  This is
not what life on earth was ever meant to be, and especially in America,
where
we once were a free nation.  It was that freedom and joy of being
independent
and able to care for one's own, t hat made America what it was.

We too can get that back by learning what democracy really means. By
examining
the constitution, by knowing full well you and I have the capacity to
proclaim
independence from the tethered hold by government and private industries
 who answer to no one.  In fact they have taken freedom to mean greed,
while the government sits idly by, not protecting its citizins.   Both are
at fault.

When ill people cannot rely on the CDC, the WHO, the AMA and any other
agency
because they only answer to stakeholders, not the public from whom they are
paid
to protect and serve.  Stakeholders control what is to be done, not the
illness at hand,
 or the emergency at hand, but what tickles their fancies at the moment,
what will fit
in their field of vision and order.

Morgellons is not going away, and many are suffering silently waiting for
the keys
to the kingdom of AMA, or the medical professions, while the secrets to
health and
wellness have been stolen and the causes of many diseases known, but never
parlayed to the public.

Restating my hypothesis of what Morgellon Syndrome is, I have come to the
conclusion
that a major tranformation is being forced upon the human public.
Morgellons is really
not a disease but a process, some are lost along the way, and freedom from
pain, itching,
lesions, organ failure, muscle atrophy, nerve damage, and induction of
foreign material
whether organic, inorganic, semi-synthetic or synthetic are all processes
within
the Human Transformation Project .   We at MRG will continue to research
this
phenomenon and expose those patents, the projects hidden in labs, the
processes used to alter humanity, the very blueprints, if they can be found,
of the origin of Morgellons and its manifestations.

We will find solutions ourselves.  We can expand our knowledge of many t
hings, it is still free.
Once we learn about herbs, essential oils, bioset, rife, iridology, and
other new
natural methods of healing ourselves, we will be made strong.    The Pie in
the
Sky is made of dung, and we choose not to partake.  We have a choice; We
can put
faith in a broken system, or we can find ways to take care of ourselves.
Waiting for the Morning Train is futile.  We must begin walking.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

To think that I would die this time
Isolated in the room where the bed rises
Photographic ordinary people are everywhere
Extraordinary histories, ordinary histories, ordinary histories

I'll find sleep, I'll find peace
Or in death you'll sleep with me

To figure that it was my fault
Or so I've come to realize life is not about
Love with someone (ordinary people are everywhere)
Extraordinary people are, ordinary people are, ordinary people are

Everywhere you look, everywhere you turn
Illness is watching, waiting its turn

Did I go at it wrong?
Did I go intentionally to destroy me?
I'm suffering in noise I'm suffering in (touching ordinary body)
The burning from within the burning from with (ordinary hysteria)
I could not be at rest, I could not be at peace (extraordinary hysteria)

So do yourself a good, or do yourself a death from ordinary causes
Or do yourself a favor, or do yourself a death from ordinary causes

Illness likes to prey upon the lonely, prey upon the lonely
Wave goodbye, oh, I would rather be, but I would rather be fine

I want to be well, I want to be well
I want to be well, I want to be well

And I forgive you even
As you choke me that way
With the pill or demon
And the shrouded shalom
Under conversation
In tremendous weight of
A crowd of ages outside
Dressed for murder

I'm not fucking around
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not fucking around

And shall I kiss you even as you take me that way?
With the pill or demon as my body changes
Apparitions gone awry
They surround me, all sides
But from within I see an unholy change

I'm not fucking around
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not fucking around

Friday, October 21, 2011

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Monday, September 12, 2011

First of all I must say I'm a long time appreciative customer who loves your Coffee, enviroment, service, and of course the iTunes cards. It is amazing that I have never had a complaint in all of the thousand or so visits to your shop throughout the country!!!! Tonite I stopped by the mall specifically to enjoy a Venti coffee and the ladies at the stand were inhospitable. Although it was only 8:45 they said they were closed. I asked well do you have any coffee left over or maybe an Americano? They told me, "We close when the Mall closes." Terrible logic due to the fact the mall was not closed. I asked for a manager's name and number and they were unable to provide me with one, stating, "our manager got fired, we don't know who's in charge." Very unlikely, if no one's in charge then what keeps them from swindling the corporation. The young lady got in a huff after that and threatened to call mall security as if it was wrong of me to ask questions of service. Starbucks, I felt bewildered and dismayed.....My first cup of your coffee was enjoyed on a train ride from Jefferson City, MO to Seattle,WA back in 1997. Your 99.98% perfect service towards me is stellar, but it doesn't feel as good as the impeccable 100% I use to know.

Friday, September 9, 2011

http://forums.cnet.com/7723-6122_102-230750.html
http://www.google.com/m/url?ei=_VJqTpjID4qwNOT_-G8&q=http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salicylic_acid&ved=0CA8QFjAA&usg=AFQjCNHHf9P3M219fJ6yNwT2VAtL2vV_ig
That was a month before SALICYCLIC ACID
Curvature of the scalp. An Absyss occured. Pulling into its wound follicles like an anomily; a black hole did originate in my head as prophosized. The pain a dull sense of unrest unjust and dis dis ease. Waking hours sleeping hours did not adjust the restlessness and vertigo. Plucking and perplexed I set out upon this labrynth sea of lessons and learn I did indeed. Those that should of helped me only thickened the hurt. Doctors prescribrd steroids which only excaserabted the reneagade deeper into the hidden pit. Mirtazipan deadly a dermatologist insisted caused a depression in my mind like no other paracide included. The nag of the old mare suggested glue factory. And wisdom of the father sent me to counselor on to psychiatrist and failed psychotherapy due to cost. Eventially I strong armed a surrogate dr to scheduled blood tests. They returned saying I was in good health; but how can I feel like I'm dying all the day and night. Sax playing a curse set and I stopped playing a year before this all started. The curvature of my scalp like geotectonic plates in hyper speed. Phenomena crept into by back lower back and finally spine till I claw for hours at invisible fubar bogies. Trictolomania fuck trichtolomania, an impulse control dx similar to gambling addiction, kleptomania, and arson junkies. Needless to say, cuss words endless omitted along with the infinte prayers of mercy; and of course the all too real damnations of God's creation itself, I suffered too physiologically to deem this trichtolomania. A barber plucker hairy backed cucoldmonger I may seem but damned if I'm going to do Nothing about this. Extract this and that and then some in private and public. Let my hurt be seen what do I care to hide it. A time machine it has become. For it steals my time forward. I am aware of the great loss. Kleshas play the tricks and you adjust. Four months now there have been daily adjustments new paradigms daily. I am dizzy with theory and approach.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Curvature of the scalp. An Absyss occured. Pulling into its wound follicles like an anomily; a black hole did originate in my head as prophosized. The pain a dull sense of unrest unjust and dis dis ease. Waking hours sleeping hours did not adjust the restlessness and vertigo. Plucking and perplexed I set out upon this labrynth sea of lessons and learn I did indeed. Those that should of helped me only thickened the hurt. Doctors prescribrd steroids which only excaserabted the reneagade deeper into the hidden pit. Mirtazipan deadly a dermatologist insisted caused a depression in my mind like no other paracide included. The nag of the old mare suggested glue factory. And wisdom of the father sent me to counselor on to psychiatrist and failed psychotherapy due to cost. Eventially I strong armed a surrogate dr to scheduled blood tests. They returned saying I was in good health; but how can I feel like I'm dying all the day and night. Sax playing a curse set and I stopped playing a year before this all started. The curvature of my scalp like geotectonic plates in hyper speed. Phenomena crept into by back lower back and finally spine till I claw for hours at invisible fubar bogies. Trictolomania fuck trichtolomania, an impulse control dx similar to gambling addiction, kleptomania, and arson junkies. Needless to say, cuss words endless omitted along with the infinte prayers of mercy; and of course the all too real damnations of God's creation itself, I suffered too physiologically to deem this trichtolomania. A barber plucker hairy backed cucoldmonger I may seem but damned if I'm going to do Nothing about this. Extract this and that and then some in private and public. Let my hurt be seen what do I care to hide it. A time machine it has become. For it steals my time forward. I am aware of the great loss. Kleshas play the tricks and you adjust. Four months now there have been daily adjustments new paradigms daily. I am dizzy with theory and approach.

Monday, August 8, 2011

Oedipa Maas a day before she recieved Pierce Invirarity's Will (OM a perfect circle about to face the labrynth of the intgr 3.1417etc.......)

Really?

Friday, August 5, 2011

Proud to drop some skrilla on ya'allz for your continued excellence. Too cool to be nerdcore 2 joked up for mainstream consideration. What is it? Does humor belong in music? NO!(Unless yer Shorty Petterstein or W.Al) But Southside gets the granted permissions and upgraded headspace codecs to do whatever they want. Excellent production values and damn kids you all sound a bit Too real. What u doin? Puttin holographic autotune fx on us? Nah I already know. T.Lund turned me on breakbeat in 94. White Horse White Lines Hash burn the barn down in that broken down Ambulance Toronto bound STM Damn! Shoulda expatriated. MC Chris is the only comparable playa to the Southside View of life:
MC chris- Wiid. Weed is by my side, it's always been there
Always been there, always been there
Weed is by my side, it's always been there
Always been there, always been there
Weed is by my side, it's always been there
Always been there, always been there
Weed is by my side, it's always been there
Always been there, always been there

We're smokin' that Danger Girl
We're smokin' that Gen 13
Bong's called Yoda, man
and Yoda can't a bag filled with stems and seeds
Yo, I can't stand no ecstacy
Cocaine made a mess of me
Beer and booze are now things that I use to do
Don't misconstrue, I'm still abusin' weed
Some kids like to get fucked up
actin' black by rollin' them blunts
I got a one hitter called Margot Kidder
and I only need to hit that shit once
'cause I ain't made of nickels and dimes
Fat kind make me tickled inside
Say no to cuttin' up lines
that's one-point-twenty-one jiggawatt jive
And I ain't no Nancy Reagan
just sayin' kinda take it slow
Say yeah to the jazz cigarette
say nil to the thrills of pills and blow
Teen years about gettin' beat down
and your twenties 'bout smokin' them pounds
Stick around for the sticky amounts
flick a Bic 'til your stuck to the couch
I'm the sativa cyborg
I smell that shit like a wine cork
I hope they never legalize
then High Times won't have anything to fight for
I used to smoke with kids at shows
but I stopped 'cause they all had colds
but I got Emergen-C and a bag of Coldeeze
and mad trees so let's all get stoned!

Weed is by my side, it's always been there
Always been there, always been there
Weed is by my side, it's always been there
Always been there, always been there
Weed is by my side, it's always been there
Always been there, always been there
Weed is by my side, it's always been there
Always been there, always been there

After a show, you're a friend of mind
handshake with a prize inside
These are Batman Begins hallucinagens
These whammies are weaponized
LSD and shrooms, I tried them
was a time when I wouldn't deny them
All you need is one trip where you lose your shit
kiss goodbye to the sky with diamonds;
but I keep coming back like it's Atkins fat
'cause the weed's like crack cocaine
but the risk you take is just getting baked
you're surely gonna see the next day
They say we fund Al Qaeda
Sounds like the government's jealous
Let's get the enemy stoned
bring our ninjas home - to hell with Christian zealots
'cause all we need is some weed and a laid back beat
black lights if you stereotype
couple bean bag chairs and a lack of airs
a marathon of price is right
What's the 4-1-1 for realzies?
I freeze my Reese's Pieces
It's like everytime I pack a pipe
my appetite suddenly increases
You know what a cracka mean
green leaves my cractorbeam
addicted like it's gasoline, just pass the trees
while I live that cracker dream
but I might have to cease my deeds
I might have to take control
'cause I ain't down with little mc
growin' up in a cloud of my second-hand smoke

Weed is by my side, it's always been there
Always been there, always been there
Weed is by my side, it's always been there
Always been there, always been there
Weed is by my side, it's always been there
Always been there, always been there
Weed is by my side, it's always been there
Always been there, always been there

More of Charity.

Charity indeed!

Friday, July 8, 2011

Professional musician, Jazz Saxophonist, Street musician, DJ jazzresin, Jazz Composer, Avant Garde Moog synthesizer Rock performer, Sound Sculpture recording artist. Music Educator, Oasis Older Adult Wellness, Riverview Gardens East Middle, Mars Music. Music Therapist Board Certified. Married to one brilliant Chinese/Indonesian computer genius, Anastasia; we live in an 1880 row house in LaSalle park downtown STL with our two 'babies' wardell n' mick, tzih zu dogs. No children out of world overpopulation concerns and Zen notion of preventing future suffering. 'Bill' has had plenty of wilderness years lost in wanderlust living in Seattle, Wa & Brooklyn NY: hating those places he crashlanded back in STL. His Mizzou music perfomance degree wasn't doing much for him so he continued his higher education through UMSL Bachelor of music education, K-12 state certified. Finding no band/orchestra director positiona available and disliking general music education he pursued his interest in psycho-acoustics, biomusicology, and transpersonal musical phenomena led him to Maryville Universities Music Therapy program. As of 07/07/2011 he continues to practice music therapy at a local psychiatric adult inpatient hospital. Bill passed his 5yr annual recerification just recently. Bill's favorite writers are William S. Burroughs (he had the pleasure to visit the author in 1996 at his Lawrence, KS home) Thomas Pynchon, J.G. Ballard, and Phillip K. Dick. Hobbies include abstract painting, hacking, urban archaeology, collecting antiques-records-books-curiosities, gem hunting and cutting, surveillance art. Currently his favorite musc is by the prophet Ryoji Ikeda, Alva Noto, Ingram Marshall, Keith Fullerton Whitman, Charlie Parker, Howlin Wolf, Department of Eagles, Grizzly Bear, AU, Sufjan Stevens, CAN, Basement Jaxx, Boards of Canada, Nina Simone, Iannis Xenakis, Moondog, etc.ad infinitum. Bill is looking forward to a future of time travel , artificial intelligence, designer gentic modulations, communal thought quantum symphonic improvisation holography, and sustainable world peace through drastic reduction of human population and the extinction of nationalities and token economy slavery.

Wilderness Years

Benard n' JR in manhatten R line sub
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Friday, June 24, 2011

Where words fail toothsome as they drop off the page. Little scurvy ants there are as the swerve and they sway. We could not forcast the distant change in tether, but the scrawls and seesaw go well together. In that sentient arcadia here and now, layers upon layers she begans to howl. Aurora bright aurora winds down that rOad. Superimposed upon my lovers scowl. Should we tredge forward upon starlit paths? Knowing arachnid dieties guard her wrath. Visitation fractled by your schoolboy fears. A thousand spiraled spider leg it draws you near. Amongst this din a cliffedge is hid. How did u know it my love? To sit indian till the mantra wind lessened. Stop the breathe and just listen. She sews up your lungs invisible threads glisten. Blessings tidings you live again.