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Friday, May 31, 2013

Penpals

Where do you go to hang? I go to thornhill library or westport starbucks. I use to live in the city. LaSalle Park north of Soulard and just South of Busch Stadium. The Waterfront use to be my hangout. With the HipHop jeep beat n i always admired the motorcycle clubs when they would congregate. Me i was a loner and enjoyed urban archaeology. I once found a Lalique perfum bottle washed up on the cobblestones! Worth a $100+ dollars. Did u graduate parkwayNorth?
777

Everything MUST be Recorded!!! At LEAST die TRYInG!!

Nah man you two are main protagonists in the novel. We have warrants out for arrest due to meta-hacking. We need a Van and a Camper. Joan Damns has a country geodesic dome house we can go off matric there. He calls it T-1 (obviously a monstrous bandwidth!!!). I am itching with desperation to jetison from the cancer in the heart of America. Legal/SSI/Psych has me pinned like a specimen. But like a pheonix my cassidy my Ginsberg!! Let us fly to Bull Burrose in Texas once again!!!!
777

From: Michael Freeman <oncebefore@gmail.com>
Date: Fri, 31 May 2013 13:50:02 -0700
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Word

Oops, I don't know why I was replying to Ben... That's embarassin'.  Oh well.  I'm going to go see Victor's school play tonight.  I will send you a YouTube link when I get it uploaded.  They are so good!

-michael


On May 30, 2013, at 9:13 PM, "jazzresin@gmail.com" <jazzresin@gmail.com> wrote:

Damn holmes!!!!!
777

From: Michael Freeman <oncebefore@gmail.com>
Date: Thu, 30 May 2013 20:26:57 -0700
Cc: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John<hebble@ufl.edu>; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG<jazzresin1.52571@blogger.com>
Subject: Re: Word

The Imaginary Ghosts of a Terribly Real Shadow

My memory plays such mean tricks sometimes. I know there is little truth behind it, but I have nightmares that in every interaction I have ever had with others, every look I have given was smug and transparent, every word contrived. Like an unwanted beggar, an embarrassingly bad magician. And every face of past friends, acquaintances, strangers... all the way back to my earliest memories... I remember them all as looks of disgust, looks of pity, disappointment. These nightmares creep into my waking life and every person I see, in the store, on the street, they look back at me with these same looks of disgust, pity, disappointment. As if they can read my mind. As if they know these false dark secrets. As if even now, these terrible ghosts of my past are whispering in their very ear. And even though every rational thought I have says that these things are not true, I feel them nonetheless. So I watch the path very carefully, because I know that with one misstep my twisted body will fall upon the stair; and this imaginary weight will crush me completely.

On May 30, 2013, at 7:54 PM, jazzresin@gmail.com wrote:

Understood and Agreed upon. Celine was read. Used it as the key to WSB's password phrasekey. My reminisce memory is razor sharp. My short term memory is SHOT. I love u ben. This gift of encouragement no matter how meta is a singularity in the darkness of my current life. I am proud that you made it!!!   Watch 'dead man' watch 'through a scanner darkly' and pray for me.  Mike! Can you shadow write a bit for me. Comic like. Showing me as some Schlemehl Slothrop Holy Fool. Mike. You are My Cassidy, Ben You are my Ginsburg. I cannot be WSB but i can Kerouac the fuck out of it all.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Fri, 31 May 2013 02:45:20
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: RE: Word

MS Word and make sure it is a recent version since we editors use "track changes" pretty heavily and you'll find it useful to follow my notes and comments. The fragments you have sent are already interesting, my only comment is that not just William S. should be able to decipher the text, but a larger audience who may not know you and your power of imagination and transposition.

I'd think about how you can include sex, too. It should have lots of fragments and studies of the incredible people you have known as that will give it a special historical-social relevance. And do not forget to look at your former work at Barnes. This is especially where "Journey to the end of the night" by Céline comes in. He worked in health care and the second half of the novel is his portrait of his work as a doctor in the 1920s-1930s... I mean, what the fuck goes on this hospitals? Can you get to some of the superbugs they stock in those places?


B

________________________________________
From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 30, 2013 10:39 PM
To: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG; Michael ET Freeman
Subject: Re: Word

Will do. I am preparing to purchase a laptop. The text will be in MS Word or notepad?!?    I will commit myself to writing it in New Mexico or Windsor Ontario. For now i fragment splice and document through blogger.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Fri, 31 May 2013 02:34:27
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG<jazzresin1.52571@blogger.com>; Michael ET Freeman<michaelfreeman@ymail.com>
Subject: RE: Word

Whadup hommies? Thanks for the inspiration, Bill. Keep up the good work and think one thing: NARRATIVE, work on the art of storytelling. Readers want people, places, actions. I know you have stories pouring & roaring through you. Work on forming them, giving them contour, put the right words into the mouths of your characters, make your writing reach a larger audience by giving them anchors and lessons. Make it exciting or intense. Never a dull sentence. Ben


Benjamin Hebblethwaite
Assistant Professor in Haitian Creole, Haitian & Francophone Studies
University of Florida
Department of Languages, Literatures and Cultures
363 Dauer Hall
PO Box 115565
Gainesville, FL 32611-5565
Office phone: (352) 273-3762
Home page for Haitian Creole & Haitian Studies: http://www.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/
PDFs of Hebblethwaite's publications: http://web.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/Homepage.htm
The Vodou Archive:
http://ufdc.uflib.ufl.edu/vodou


________________________________________
From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 30, 2013 10:03 PM
To: RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG; Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; Michael ET Freeman
Subject: Word

Thank you all for the discussion. Quantitative and Qualitative research must accept anecdotal and meta analysis; work in tandem towards the goal. I believe we can solve our mutual PROBLEM..if not for US then for future generations.
777

Hacked in Reply

No its cool. How are you? I am a human hacked. An indonesian daughter of an American/Canadian secret agent in eugenic technology. Failed due to massive noise in carrier frequency overload....cell phone bandwidth. She carries the seed of a winnipeg born american. He was a music therapist, MT-BC, eccentric, bibliotech of sort. He was taken out with Morgellons weapon technology of 2001-2008. Lost his Chinese/Indonesian wife to divorce. Unfit for Duty to Long term Disability, Gave up his house to his angry ex-wife. Plays sax. Was arrested recently in a bomb scare at creve couer lake in Maryland Heights. 25,000$ bonded out by his father. Monsanto man, involved with the creation of Roundup resistant soybeans/corn and the naming of the discovered chemical now called Glyphosate. This is WLS's hacked account through surveillance through META. U are now under node research.
777

Re: Word

I too walk alone through the woods at night.  And from the darkest of shadows, all that can be seen is light.

On May 30, 2013, at 9:35 PM, Michael <oncebefore@gmail.com> wrote:

Hey Bill, glad you're exercising.  Keep it up!  Good luck with finding the meds for you.  I'm off the Facebox 'cause its toxic for me right now so keep in touch.  Keep sending me dialog and I'll try to make it into a comic book type thing.  If that's not something you want, just let me know.  I'm not trying to step on anyones toes here.  I just had a vision of us as ex-therapist characters in a pre-apocalyptical post psych ward world.  All Love…
-michael
On May 30, 2013, at 9:13 PM, jazzresin@gmail.com wrote:

Damn holmes!!!!!
777

From: Michael Freeman <oncebefore@gmail.com>
Date: Thu, 30 May 2013 20:26:57 -0700
Cc: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John<hebble@ufl.edu>; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG<jazzresin1.52571@blogger.com>
Subject: Re: Word

The Imaginary Ghosts of a Terribly Real Shadow

My memory plays such mean tricks sometimes. I know there is little truth behind it, but I have nightmares that in every interaction I have ever had with others, every look I have given was smug and transparent, every word contrived. Like an unwanted beggar, an embarrassingly bad magician. And every face of past friends, acquaintances, strangers... all the way back to my earliest memories... I remember them all as looks of disgust, looks of pity, disappointment. These nightmares creep into my waking life and every person I see, in the store, on the street, they look back at me with these same looks of disgust, pity, disappointment. As if they can read my mind. As if they know these false dark secrets. As if even now, these terrible ghosts of my past are whispering in their very ear. And even though every rational thought I have says that these things are not true, I feel them nonetheless. So I watch the path very carefully, because I know that with one misstep my twisted body will fall upon the stair; and this imaginary weight will crush me completely.

On May 30, 2013, at 7:54 PM, jazzresin@gmail.com wrote:

Understood and Agreed upon. Celine was read. Used it as the key to WSB's password phrasekey. My reminisce memory is razor sharp. My short term memory is SHOT. I love u ben. This gift of encouragement no matter how meta is a singularity in the darkness of my current life. I am proud that you made it!!!   Watch 'dead man' watch 'through a scanner darkly' and pray for me.  Mike! Can you shadow write a bit for me. Comic like. Showing me as some Schlemehl Slothrop Holy Fool. Mike. You are My Cassidy, Ben You are my Ginsburg. I cannot be WSB but i can Kerouac the fuck out of it all.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Fri, 31 May 2013 02:45:20
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: RE: Word

MS Word and make sure it is a recent version since we editors use "track changes" pretty heavily and you'll find it useful to follow my notes and comments. The fragments you have sent are already interesting, my only comment is that not just William S. should be able to decipher the text, but a larger audience who may not know you and your power of imagination and transposition.

I'd think about how you can include sex, too. It should have lots of fragments and studies of the incredible people you have known as that will give it a special historical-social relevance. And do not forget to look at your former work at Barnes. This is especially where "Journey to the end of the night" by Céline comes in. He worked in health care and the second half of the novel is his portrait of his work as a doctor in the 1920s-1930s... I mean, what the fuck goes on this hospitals? Can you get to some of the superbugs they stock in those places?


B

________________________________________
From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 30, 2013 10:39 PM
To: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG; Michael ET Freeman
Subject: Re: Word

Will do. I am preparing to purchase a laptop. The text will be in MS Word or notepad?!?    I will commit myself to writing it in New Mexico or Windsor Ontario. For now i fragment splice and document through blogger.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Fri, 31 May 2013 02:34:27
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG<jazzresin1.52571@blogger.com>; Michael ET Freeman<michaelfreeman@ymail.com>
Subject: RE: Word

Whadup hommies? Thanks for the inspiration, Bill. Keep up the good work and think one thing: NARRATIVE, work on the art of storytelling. Readers want people, places, actions. I know you have stories pouring & roaring through you. Work on forming them, giving them contour, put the right words into the mouths of your characters, make your writing reach a larger audience by giving them anchors and lessons. Make it exciting or intense. Never a dull sentence. Ben


Benjamin Hebblethwaite
Assistant Professor in Haitian Creole, Haitian & Francophone Studies
University of Florida
Department of Languages, Literatures and Cultures
363 Dauer Hall
PO Box 115565
Gainesville, FL 32611-5565
Office phone: (352) 273-3762
Home page for Haitian Creole & Haitian Studies: http://www.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/
PDFs of Hebblethwaite's publications: http://web.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/Homepage.htm
The Vodou Archive:
http://ufdc.uflib.ufl.edu/vodou


________________________________________
From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 30, 2013 10:03 PM
To: RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG; Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; Michael ET Freeman
Subject: Word

Thank you all for the discussion. Quantitative and Qualitative research must accept anecdotal and meta analysis; work in tandem towards the goal. I believe we can solve our mutual PROBLEM..if not for US then for future generations.
777



Thursday, May 30, 2013

Re: Word

Hey Bill, glad you're exercising.  Keep it up!  Good luck with finding the meds for you.  I'm off the Facebox 'cause its toxic for me right now so keep in touch.  Keep sending me dialog and I'll try to make it into a comic book type thing.  If that's not something you want, just let me know.  I'm not trying to step on anyones toes here.  I just had a vision of us as ex-therapist characters in a pre-apocalyptical post psych ward world.  All Love…
-michael
On May 30, 2013, at 9:13 PM, jazzresin@gmail.com wrote:

Damn holmes!!!!!
777

From: Michael Freeman <oncebefore@gmail.com>
Date: Thu, 30 May 2013 20:26:57 -0700
Cc: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John<hebble@ufl.edu>; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG<jazzresin1.52571@blogger.com>
Subject: Re: Word

The Imaginary Ghosts of a Terribly Real Shadow

My memory plays such mean tricks sometimes. I know there is little truth behind it, but I have nightmares that in every interaction I have ever had with others, every look I have given was smug and transparent, every word contrived. Like an unwanted beggar, an embarrassingly bad magician. And every face of past friends, acquaintances, strangers... all the way back to my earliest memories... I remember them all as looks of disgust, looks of pity, disappointment. These nightmares creep into my waking life and every person I see, in the store, on the street, they look back at me with these same looks of disgust, pity, disappointment. As if they can read my mind. As if they know these false dark secrets. As if even now, these terrible ghosts of my past are whispering in their very ear. And even though every rational thought I have says that these things are not true, I feel them nonetheless. So I watch the path very carefully, because I know that with one misstep my twisted body will fall upon the stair; and this imaginary weight will crush me completely.

On May 30, 2013, at 7:54 PM, jazzresin@gmail.com wrote:

Understood and Agreed upon. Celine was read. Used it as the key to WSB's password phrasekey. My reminisce memory is razor sharp. My short term memory is SHOT. I love u ben. This gift of encouragement no matter how meta is a singularity in the darkness of my current life. I am proud that you made it!!!   Watch 'dead man' watch 'through a scanner darkly' and pray for me.  Mike! Can you shadow write a bit for me. Comic like. Showing me as some Schlemehl Slothrop Holy Fool. Mike. You are My Cassidy, Ben You are my Ginsburg. I cannot be WSB but i can Kerouac the fuck out of it all.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Fri, 31 May 2013 02:45:20
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: RE: Word

MS Word and make sure it is a recent version since we editors use "track changes" pretty heavily and you'll find it useful to follow my notes and comments. The fragments you have sent are already interesting, my only comment is that not just William S. should be able to decipher the text, but a larger audience who may not know you and your power of imagination and transposition.

I'd think about how you can include sex, too. It should have lots of fragments and studies of the incredible people you have known as that will give it a special historical-social relevance. And do not forget to look at your former work at Barnes. This is especially where "Journey to the end of the night" by Céline comes in. He worked in health care and the second half of the novel is his portrait of his work as a doctor in the 1920s-1930s... I mean, what the fuck goes on this hospitals? Can you get to some of the superbugs they stock in those places?


B

________________________________________
From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 30, 2013 10:39 PM
To: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG; Michael ET Freeman
Subject: Re: Word

Will do. I am preparing to purchase a laptop. The text will be in MS Word or notepad?!?    I will commit myself to writing it in New Mexico or Windsor Ontario. For now i fragment splice and document through blogger.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Fri, 31 May 2013 02:34:27
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG<jazzresin1.52571@blogger.com>; Michael ET Freeman<michaelfreeman@ymail.com>
Subject: RE: Word

Whadup hommies? Thanks for the inspiration, Bill. Keep up the good work and think one thing: NARRATIVE, work on the art of storytelling. Readers want people, places, actions. I know you have stories pouring & roaring through you. Work on forming them, giving them contour, put the right words into the mouths of your characters, make your writing reach a larger audience by giving them anchors and lessons. Make it exciting or intense. Never a dull sentence. Ben


Benjamin Hebblethwaite
Assistant Professor in Haitian Creole, Haitian & Francophone Studies
University of Florida
Department of Languages, Literatures and Cultures
363 Dauer Hall
PO Box 115565
Gainesville, FL 32611-5565
Office phone: (352) 273-3762
Home page for Haitian Creole & Haitian Studies: http://www.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/
PDFs of Hebblethwaite's publications: http://web.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/Homepage.htm
The Vodou Archive:
http://ufdc.uflib.ufl.edu/vodou


________________________________________
From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 30, 2013 10:03 PM
To: RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG; Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; Michael ET Freeman
Subject: Word

Thank you all for the discussion. Quantitative and Qualitative research must accept anecdotal and meta analysis; work in tandem towards the goal. I believe we can solve our mutual PROBLEM..if not for US then for future generations.
777


Re: Word

Damn holmes!!!!!
777

From: Michael Freeman <oncebefore@gmail.com>
Date: Thu, 30 May 2013 20:26:57 -0700
To: <jazzresin@gmail.com>
Cc: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John<hebble@ufl.edu>; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG<jazzresin1.52571@blogger.com>
Subject: Re: Word

The Imaginary Ghosts of a Terribly Real Shadow

My memory plays such mean tricks sometimes. I know there is little truth behind it, but I have nightmares that in every interaction I have ever had with others, every look I have given was smug and transparent, every word contrived. Like an unwanted beggar, an embarrassingly bad magician. And every face of past friends, acquaintances, strangers... all the way back to my earliest memories... I remember them all as looks of disgust, looks of pity, disappointment. These nightmares creep into my waking life and every person I see, in the store, on the street, they look back at me with these same looks of disgust, pity, disappointment. As if they can read my mind. As if they know these false dark secrets. As if even now, these terrible ghosts of my past are whispering in their very ear. And even though every rational thought I have says that these things are not true, I feel them nonetheless. So I watch the path very carefully, because I know that with one misstep my twisted body will fall upon the stair; and this imaginary weight will crush me completely.

On May 30, 2013, at 7:54 PM, jazzresin@gmail.com wrote:

Understood and Agreed upon. Celine was read. Used it as the key to WSB's password phrasekey. My reminisce memory is razor sharp. My short term memory is SHOT. I love u ben. This gift of encouragement no matter how meta is a singularity in the darkness of my current life. I am proud that you made it!!!   Watch 'dead man' watch 'through a scanner darkly' and pray for me.  Mike! Can you shadow write a bit for me. Comic like. Showing me as some Schlemehl Slothrop Holy Fool. Mike. You are My Cassidy, Ben You are my Ginsburg. I cannot be WSB but i can Kerouac the fuck out of it all.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Fri, 31 May 2013 02:45:20
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: RE: Word

MS Word and make sure it is a recent version since we editors use "track changes" pretty heavily and you'll find it useful to follow my notes and comments. The fragments you have sent are already interesting, my only comment is that not just William S. should be able to decipher the text, but a larger audience who may not know you and your power of imagination and transposition.

I'd think about how you can include sex, too. It should have lots of fragments and studies of the incredible people you have known as that will give it a special historical-social relevance. And do not forget to look at your former work at Barnes. This is especially where "Journey to the end of the night" by Céline comes in. He worked in health care and the second half of the novel is his portrait of his work as a doctor in the 1920s-1930s... I mean, what the fuck goes on this hospitals? Can you get to some of the superbugs they stock in those places?


B

________________________________________
From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 30, 2013 10:39 PM
To: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG; Michael ET Freeman
Subject: Re: Word

Will do. I am preparing to purchase a laptop. The text will be in MS Word or notepad?!?    I will commit myself to writing it in New Mexico or Windsor Ontario. For now i fragment splice and document through blogger.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Fri, 31 May 2013 02:34:27
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG<jazzresin1.52571@blogger.com>; Michael ET Freeman<michaelfreeman@ymail.com>
Subject: RE: Word

Whadup hommies? Thanks for the inspiration, Bill. Keep up the good work and think one thing: NARRATIVE, work on the art of storytelling. Readers want people, places, actions. I know you have stories pouring & roaring through you. Work on forming them, giving them contour, put the right words into the mouths of your characters, make your writing reach a larger audience by giving them anchors and lessons. Make it exciting or intense. Never a dull sentence. Ben


Benjamin Hebblethwaite
Assistant Professor in Haitian Creole, Haitian & Francophone Studies
University of Florida
Department of Languages, Literatures and Cultures
363 Dauer Hall
PO Box 115565
Gainesville, FL 32611-5565
Office phone: (352) 273-3762
Home page for Haitian Creole & Haitian Studies: http://www.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/
PDFs of Hebblethwaite's publications: http://web.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/Homepage.htm
The Vodou Archive:
http://ufdc.uflib.ufl.edu/vodou


________________________________________
From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 30, 2013 10:03 PM
To: RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG; Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; Michael ET Freeman
Subject: Word

Thank you all for the discussion. Quantitative and Qualitative research must accept anecdotal and meta analysis; work in tandem towards the goal. I believe we can solve our mutual PROBLEM..if not for US then for future generations.
777

Re: Word

The Imaginary Ghosts of a Terribly Real Shadow

My memory plays such mean tricks sometimes. I know there is little truth behind it, but I have nightmares that in every interaction I have ever had with others, every look I have given was smug and transparent, every word contrived. Like an unwanted beggar, an embarrassingly bad magician. And every face of past friends, acquaintances, strangers... all the way back to my earliest memories... I remember them all as looks of disgust, looks of pity, disappointment. These nightmares creep into my waking life and every person I see, in the store, on the street, they look back at me with these same looks of disgust, pity, disappointment. As if they can read my mind. As if they know these false dark secrets. As if even now, these terrible ghosts of my past are whispering in their very ear. And even though every rational thought I have says that these things are not true, I feel them nonetheless. So I watch the path very carefully, because I know that with one misstep my twisted body will fall upon the stair; and this imaginary weight will crush me completely.

On May 30, 2013, at 7:54 PM, jazzresin@gmail.com wrote:

Understood and Agreed upon. Celine was read. Used it as the key to WSB's password phrasekey. My reminisce memory is razor sharp. My short term memory is SHOT. I love u ben. This gift of encouragement no matter how meta is a singularity in the darkness of my current life. I am proud that you made it!!!   Watch 'dead man' watch 'through a scanner darkly' and pray for me.  Mike! Can you shadow write a bit for me. Comic like. Showing me as some Schlemehl Slothrop Holy Fool. Mike. You are My Cassidy, Ben You are my Ginsburg. I cannot be WSB but i can Kerouac the fuck out of it all.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Fri, 31 May 2013 02:45:20
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: RE: Word

MS Word and make sure it is a recent version since we editors use "track changes" pretty heavily and you'll find it useful to follow my notes and comments. The fragments you have sent are already interesting, my only comment is that not just William S. should be able to decipher the text, but a larger audience who may not know you and your power of imagination and transposition.

I'd think about how you can include sex, too. It should have lots of fragments and studies of the incredible people you have known as that will give it a special historical-social relevance. And do not forget to look at your former work at Barnes. This is especially where "Journey to the end of the night" by Céline comes in. He worked in health care and the second half of the novel is his portrait of his work as a doctor in the 1920s-1930s... I mean, what the fuck goes on this hospitals? Can you get to some of the superbugs they stock in those places?


B

________________________________________
From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 30, 2013 10:39 PM
To: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG; Michael ET Freeman
Subject: Re: Word

Will do. I am preparing to purchase a laptop. The text will be in MS Word or notepad?!?    I will commit myself to writing it in New Mexico or Windsor Ontario. For now i fragment splice and document through blogger.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Fri, 31 May 2013 02:34:27
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG<jazzresin1.52571@blogger.com>; Michael ET Freeman<michaelfreeman@ymail.com>
Subject: RE: Word

Whadup hommies? Thanks for the inspiration, Bill. Keep up the good work and think one thing: NARRATIVE, work on the art of storytelling. Readers want people, places, actions. I know you have stories pouring & roaring through you. Work on forming them, giving them contour, put the right words into the mouths of your characters, make your writing reach a larger audience by giving them anchors and lessons. Make it exciting or intense. Never a dull sentence. Ben


Benjamin Hebblethwaite
Assistant Professor in Haitian Creole, Haitian & Francophone Studies
University of Florida
Department of Languages, Literatures and Cultures
363 Dauer Hall
PO Box 115565
Gainesville, FL 32611-5565
Office phone: (352) 273-3762
Home page for Haitian Creole & Haitian Studies: http://www.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/
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From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 30, 2013 10:03 PM
To: RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG; Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; Michael ET Freeman
Subject: Word

Thank you all for the discussion. Quantitative and Qualitative research must accept anecdotal and meta analysis; work in tandem towards the goal. I believe we can solve our mutual PROBLEM..if not for US then for future generations.
777

Re: Word

Understood and Agreed upon. Celine was read. Used it as the key to WSB's password phrasekey. My reminisce memory is razor sharp. My short term memory is SHOT. I love u ben. This gift of encouragement no matter how meta is a singularity in the darkness of my current life. I am proud that you made it!!! Watch 'dead man' watch 'through a scanner darkly' and pray for me. Mike! Can you shadow write a bit for me. Comic like. Showing me as some Schlemehl Slothrop Holy Fool. Mike. You are My Cassidy, Ben You are my Ginsburg. I cannot be WSB but i can Kerouac the fuck out of it all.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Fri, 31 May 2013 02:45:20
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: RE: Word

MS Word and make sure it is a recent version since we editors use "track changes" pretty heavily and you'll find it useful to follow my notes and comments. The fragments you have sent are already interesting, my only comment is that not just William S. should be able to decipher the text, but a larger audience who may not know you and your power of imagination and transposition.

I'd think about how you can include sex, too. It should have lots of fragments and studies of the incredible people you have known as that will give it a special historical-social relevance. And do not forget to look at your former work at Barnes. This is especially where "Journey to the end of the night" by Céline comes in. He worked in health care and the second half of the novel is his portrait of his work as a doctor in the 1920s-1930s... I mean, what the fuck goes on this hospitals? Can you get to some of the superbugs they stock in those places?


B

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From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 30, 2013 10:39 PM
To: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG; Michael ET Freeman
Subject: Re: Word

Will do. I am preparing to purchase a laptop. The text will be in MS Word or notepad?!? I will commit myself to writing it in New Mexico or Windsor Ontario. For now i fragment splice and document through blogger.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Fri, 31 May 2013 02:34:27
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG<jazzresin1.52571@blogger.com>; Michael ET Freeman<michaelfreeman@ymail.com>
Subject: RE: Word

Whadup hommies? Thanks for the inspiration, Bill. Keep up the good work and think one thing: NARRATIVE, work on the art of storytelling. Readers want people, places, actions. I know you have stories pouring & roaring through you. Work on forming them, giving them contour, put the right words into the mouths of your characters, make your writing reach a larger audience by giving them anchors and lessons. Make it exciting or intense. Never a dull sentence. Ben


Benjamin Hebblethwaite
Assistant Professor in Haitian Creole, Haitian & Francophone Studies
University of Florida
Department of Languages, Literatures and Cultures
363 Dauer Hall
PO Box 115565
Gainesville, FL 32611-5565
Office phone: (352) 273-3762
Home page for Haitian Creole & Haitian Studies: http://www.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/
PDFs of Hebblethwaite's publications: http://web.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/Homepage.htm
The Vodou Archive:
http://ufdc.uflib.ufl.edu/vodou


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From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 30, 2013 10:03 PM
To: RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG; Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; Michael ET Freeman
Subject: Word

Thank you all for the discussion. Quantitative and Qualitative research must accept anecdotal and meta analysis; work in tandem towards the goal. I believe we can solve our mutual PROBLEM..if not for US then for future generations.
777

Re: Word

Will do. I am preparing to purchase a laptop. The text will be in MS Word or notepad?!? I will commit myself to writing it in New Mexico or Windsor Ontario. For now i fragment splice and document through blogger.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Fri, 31 May 2013 02:34:27
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG<jazzresin1.52571@blogger.com>; Michael ET Freeman<michaelfreeman@ymail.com>
Subject: RE: Word

Whadup hommies? Thanks for the inspiration, Bill. Keep up the good work and think one thing: NARRATIVE, work on the art of storytelling. Readers want people, places, actions. I know you have stories pouring & roaring through you. Work on forming them, giving them contour, put the right words into the mouths of your characters, make your writing reach a larger audience by giving them anchors and lessons. Make it exciting or intense. Never a dull sentence. Ben


Benjamin Hebblethwaite
Assistant Professor in Haitian Creole, Haitian & Francophone Studies
University of Florida
Department of Languages, Literatures and Cultures
363 Dauer Hall
PO Box 115565
Gainesville, FL 32611-5565
Office phone: (352) 273-3762
Home page for Haitian Creole & Haitian Studies: http://www.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/
PDFs of Hebblethwaite's publications: http://web.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/Homepage.htm
The Vodou Archive:
http://ufdc.uflib.ufl.edu/vodou


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From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 30, 2013 10:03 PM
To: RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG; Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; Michael ET Freeman
Subject: Word

Thank you all for the discussion. Quantitative and Qualitative research must accept anecdotal and meta analysis; work in tandem towards the goal. I believe we can solve our mutual PROBLEM..if not for US then for future generations.
777

RE: Word

Whadup hommies? Thanks for the inspiration, Bill. Keep up the good work and think one thing: NARRATIVE, work on the art of storytelling. Readers want people, places, actions. I know you have stories pouring & roaring through you. Work on forming them, giving them contour, put the right words into the mouths of your characters, make your writing reach a larger audience by giving them anchors and lessons. Make it exciting or intense. Never a dull sentence. Ben


Benjamin Hebblethwaite
Assistant Professor in Haitian Creole, Haitian & Francophone Studies
University of Florida
Department of Languages, Literatures and Cultures
363 Dauer Hall
PO Box 115565
Gainesville, FL 32611-5565
Office phone: (352) 273-3762
Home page for Haitian Creole & Haitian Studies: http://www.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/
PDFs of Hebblethwaite's publications: http://web.clas.ufl.edu/users/hebble/Homepage.htm
The Vodou Archive:
http://ufdc.uflib.ufl.edu/vodou


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From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, May 30, 2013 10:03 PM
To: RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG; Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; Michael ET Freeman
Subject: Word

Thank you all for the discussion. Quantitative and Qualitative research must accept anecdotal and meta analysis; work in tandem towards the goal. I believe we can solve our mutual PROBLEM..if not for US then for future generations.
777

Something speaking through me

Do your best always. Be kind, forget your ego. Appreciate beauty but let it go. Yaw waY loves the drama so put on the SHOW. We are all made of stardust. In the center of the Milky Way is a supermassive black hole. Without it their would be no spin or story or life as we rotate on our axis around the sun with our single Moon Modulator. OneLove±FkALL two sides of the same coin Way yaW,
777

Word

Thank you all for the discussion. Quantitative and Qualitative research must accept anecdotal and meta analysis; work in tandem towards the goal. I believe we can solve our mutual PROBLEM..if not for US then for future generations.
777

Mediation

Mediation is where the parties get together under the facilitation of an outside "neutral" [the mediator] in an attempt to resolve a matter without litigation.
They both have advantages and save a lot of money and time.
777

Re: Check one two

Nah Man I'm going for my old schedule that worked. Adderall, neurontin, colonopin. It was the anti-depressants that threw the wrench in the engine. I know it sounds like a Charlie parker buRRoughs Phillip K dick recipe. But for sake of sake I WAS AS HAPPY and productive as CAN BE!!! I LoVe u Mike. From Soul to Soul i will always be in allegiance to your wisdom. I hiked in the dark of Woods last night. An Hour Hike. I too will walk. i am not in the state to live without the meds but i agree totally with your statements
777

-----Original Message-----
From: Michael Freeman <oncebefore@gmail.com>
Date: Thu, 30 May 2013 18:28:23
To: <jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Check one two

If your doc wants you to try a bipolar type med, see if you can start with really small doses.
On May 30, 2013, at 2:31 PM, jazzresin@gmail.com wrote:

> WORD!!!! Say it how it really is bruh!
> 777
>
> -----Original Message-----
> From: Michael Freeman <oncebefore@gmail.com>
> Date: Thu, 30 May 2013 13:42:07
> To: <jazzresin@gmail.com>
> Subject: Re: Check one two
>
> Well, I can only speak for myself right now. I am done with all psych meds. They are all shitty. I have realized that for me, there is no magic pill and there is no quick fix. If you haven't found a med that works yet, there might not be one. And all most none of them work long term. The modern understanding of psychology and psych meds is still in the dark ages; nobody is connecting the dots yet with the physical body and the genes/epigenome. Psychiatrists are the overpaid blackjack dealers at the Pharmaceutical Casino and they just experiment blindly with people based on crappy Pharmaceutical Company driven research that only achieves significance with unethically bloated sample sizes and absolutely no long-term therapeutic effects or clinical significance whatsoever. As far as doctors go, few of them know shit. They just think they do. I need to emphasize to you that I recommend an aggressive exercise regimen for you. Start by taking long easy walks, like 2 hours minimum. Then focus on increasing the intensity. And try to completely eliminate sugar and simple carbs, especially soda, juices, and flour based stuff. The results will be more gradual, but it is the only thing that will actually work long-term. Always remember that the mind and body are one thing. There is nothing that is psychological that is not also physical. There is nothing that is physical that is not also psychological. If you feel like you are going to hurt yourself, then definitely tell someone so they can lock you up in some shitty place for a while. Ask to get your hormones checked with an endocrinologist. You may be mad, but who gives a fuck. Work on feeling better and getting more energy. Exercise and healthy food can do this. We need to get healthy and make our mad marks on this world, because you know what?; the world is completely full of shit right now and we are two of the most honest, sanest motherfuckers on this crazy rolling rock. Everyone is busy chasing their carrots and polluting and destroying the world and watching people in Africa starve to death and they think we're crazy? Fuck them! The world needs us and it is our duty to get in shape so we can make the world a better place in our own way. In our names. It is our prime directive.
> -michael
>
> On May 30, 2013, at 11:03 AM, jazzresin@gmail.com wrote:
>
>> Gangsta boombaclad. Im off to therapist in an hour then psychiatrist on Sat. How much do i disclose?? How much must i censor....
>> 777
>

Fw: Check one two

WORD!!!! Say it how it really is bruh!
777

-----Original Message-----
From: Michael Freeman <oncebefore@gmail.com>
Date: Thu, 30 May 2013 13:42:07
To: <jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Check one two

Well, I can only speak for myself right now. I am done with all psych meds. They are all shitty. I have realized that for me, there is no magic pill and there is no quick fix. If you haven't found a med that works yet, there might not be one. And all most none of them work long term. The modern understanding of psychology and psych meds is still in the dark ages; nobody is connecting the dots yet with the physical body and the genes/epigenome. Psychiatrists are the overpaid blackjack dealers at the Pharmaceutical Casino and they just experiment blindly with people based on crappy Pharmaceutical Company driven research that only achieves significance with unethically bloated sample sizes and absolutely no long-term therapeutic effects or clinical significance whatsoever. As far as doctors go, few of them know shit. They just think they do. I need to emphasize to you that I recommend an aggressive exercise regimen for you. Start by taking long easy walks, like 2 hours minimum. Then focus on increasing the intensity. And try to completely eliminate sugar and simple carbs, especially soda, juices, and flour based stuff. The results will be more gradual, but it is the only thing that will actually work long-term. Always remember that the mind and body are one thing. There is nothing that is psychological that is not also physical. There is nothing that is physical that is not also psychological. If you feel like you are going to hurt yourself, then definitely tell someone so they can lock you up in some shitty place for a while. Ask to get your hormones checked with an endocrinologist. You may be mad, but who gives a fuck. Work on feeling better and getting more energy. Exercise and healthy food can do this. We need to get healthy and make our mad marks on this world, because you know what?; the world is completely full of shit right now and we are two of the most honest, sanest motherfuckers on this crazy rolling rock. Everyone is busy chasing their carrots and polluting and destroying the world and watching people in Africa starve to death and they think we're crazy? Fuck them! The world needs us and it is our duty to get in shape so we can make the world a better place in our own way. In our names. It is our prime directive.
-michael

On May 30, 2013, at 11:03 AM, jazzresin@gmail.com wrote:

> Gangsta boombaclad. Im off to therapist in an hour then psychiatrist on Sat. How much do i disclose?? How much must i censor....
> 777

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Borellia

Thank you Steve! I could not say it as succinctly as you have. WE are SOLDIERS in a war we cannot win without the grace of public awareness and the concern that will spark the scientists and politicians to wake up.. WAKE UP WORLD CITIZENS!!! I am profoundly interested in your theories of treatment/prevention/cure/adaptation to the 'plague'. I have suffered ferociously for 6 years; lost my job, wife, house, purpose, and love of life in the cruel process of Morgellons. All that is left is a shred of soul willing to be an ACTIVIST or MARTYR. I am a comrade to you Steve!!!! I will email my contact info.
777
u like it in wisconsin? i'm trapped in maryland heights stl. mo. i hate it here. google 'saxophone player bomb' thats me. i'm fkt. lol. jazz lingo be the death of me (that and lyme disease)
777

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777

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Splice reveals...
777

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The Monsanto baby. Son of Glyphosate. A devil before death. Paying Hell. May 25th unhappy birthday WLS. No hope.
777

Saturday, May 25, 2013

42

42Workin on fadin the pain ego clinging. Comfort in seclusion. Love you Tom! I make a big mess of myself as a 41yrold 42. Lol. Well see. I protest life daily. Call on the lords name as i know it Yaw waY. It ticks him off he plagues me with difficulties i tell him let jesus out of hell already. Forgive your favorite angel. Revelations in my 6th year of morgellons. They make me out to be enemy of the state sax bomber. Nah man. I got a black hole in my brain...they better back the fuck off or i implode all of IT. Madness i know. Soon disembodiment to quasar status if i can keep quivering quavering in this wretched state. Too much hate. Black hole too much love Supernova. I sit like dead buddha or die attempting to.
777

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

RE: Endless

Thqnx remember meta is as flexible and fast as slow time no deadline no serious as dead serious. Monsanto protest day is may 25th fitting as the son of the word Glyphosate itselfs birthday. Am I target. Rightfully so. Dead man watch the movie deadman. With johmny depp and crispin glover as oracle. I william blake counterfeit looking for nobody my indian guide to he western lands. I love you. I love you. I
There is so much hate in me. Sick.  I use to love. Now a strung bundle of hate fiber brain fog neurontin gabapentin by the handful....u r good!  Your goodness is a light in darkness.   I have no option ethically but to expatriate somewhere.

777

On May 22, 2013 4:32 PM, "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu> wrote:
Nice work. This one has some really interesting anecdotes. The Fucked Finn and bovine shit Mississippi riff in the earlier piece was krayzy. Do not forget the Monsanto connexion that genetically modifies us both...
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Sent: Wednesday, May 22, 2013 3:18 PM
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Subject: Endless

If you look up resonant frequencies mindless pleasures it is my lost letter deposiory. I usually send wordflow there.This is all random shuffle.. Plenty more Where does this  come from. Microquasar ss433(y'know a baby quasar has to decide upon nova or blackhole----or the uber painful state of becoming true quasar) in correlation to realization one is not alone in an unknown disease is a theme granted by all highest. The struggle of the struggle and the nightmare reiiteration of making sense out of it day after day; irrational numbers; just for the complexity of it all to grow more stern and unforgiving. I at the moment am  in severe pain and am bedridden. Begging the bacterial infection, (as that is what the current research of may 2013 suggests) to cut across the brain stem spinal cord with quickness...or a shot of morphine. Fuck. Each chapter can be a variation on a theme. I am in the same room as i as i..... Hey ben i love you. This is meta. It is such that the sheer willpower intent is more important than any actual surfaced product. It glimmers as the smallest light of hope. which is damn bright when you have none. As my editor i give you full creative right to reedit revision and work text anyway you see fit. My lies are usually play/play, but as most that know me, they are aware of an encoded dead seriousness in my jive. When i got assualted by n. Stl sugar pie, Dee dee's, adult sons i beckoned them on to strike me again. All cause i was accused of calling their mama a bitch and a grifter, which she probably was at that moment. Thanksgiving. I was alone. They had come back fat offa salvation army banquets and i hadnt eaten in days. Her son Kashawn nailed me under the right eye socket. I yelled, "Yeah!! Do it again! Kill a DEAD MAN" I picked up a hammer and slammed it into the counter. Kashawn's friend Jermaine  taking lead, clocked me again. Again I said, "alright Kill me Do it again. Kill this muthafuckin dead man already." Kashawn said, "you nigga are crazy" " smdh"  soon Dee Dee had intervened. Cops were called no charges pressed of course. My bell wrung i remember i was standing there naked i cant recall why. Perhaps naked before god primitive ritual.. They explained to the police that i hadnt taken my meds in a while, which was true. That was nov 2012. 'Bitch' needs to be deescalated in semantics. I can be a bitch. This day is a bitch. "Wot a bitch it is" lol. I had a vision. The chemtrails that poison us are by a multinational task force to stave off the alien intelligence from within. Vectors. The alien invasion has begun and it is so small they ride upon the backs of ticks. Once this vector goes bedbug we'll all catch hell. My anger is such that it would redeem me to see Boralies swallow populations whole. A slow 7 year death full of all your loved ones doubting your sanity. Saying this is somatic complaints. Criticizing u for being ill.catch 22'd to hell.  But through writing, i know i dont want others to go through the madness i wish to endure another moment.  Perhaps thats all this is for.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Wed, 22 May 2013 11:05:23
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: RE: Fw:

Got it Bill, I will start working on it soon. Do you have Microsoft Word on your computer in case I need to edit in that context? Ben
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From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Wednesday, May 22, 2013 1:30 AM
To: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John
Subject: Fw:

1. You may never get to touch the Master, but you can tickle his creatures.
2. The innocence of the creatures is in inverse proportion to the immorality of the Master.
3. If they can get you asking the wrong questions, they don't have to worry about answers.
4. You hide, they seek.
5. Paranoids are not paranoid because they're paranoid, but because they keep putting themselves, fucking idiots, deliberately into paranoid situations.

my western land name is silent birdsong. i was meditating above graham cave. the words flashed in my mind and immeadiately after a humming bird buzzed in front of me for 20 seconds. confirmation signified.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: jazzresin@gmail.com
Date: Wed, 22 May 2013 05:25:22
To: <hebble@ufl.edu>
Reply-To: jazzresin@gmail.com
"In the hope that some of you will carry these experiments further and come up with something new." William S. Burroughs @jazzresin @melayela #zzaj"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe shoot about me? where to start??Incident X (X) caused a directional anomily towards: Incident Y (Y) creating an Abcess (Z). The crossover thus propagated into a field array matrix(Fm) in which the global scalp Ogestalt (Og) was then inclined to shift in two+ possible directions. Since the matrix was not static and in perpetual movement (Fx) quantum follicle growth and decay caused overall traumatic Event (WLS) upsetting every hair follicle and creating numerous other Incedents. Of course... pre factor scar (Otv) combined with neckstrap directional field array (Fsx) applied over 20+ years of saxophone playing (Sx)unwashed straps, porkpie hats, heat exhaustion, air pressure upon subdermal Og, contortion of neck, opening of throat, etc. need to be factored. Not nearly the end is the subquantum psych issues: A near-death vision of a singular werewolf (Pq) as a prophetic intervention. . . I am dying but will continue till I die no more. classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol)3.1415926535 8979323846 2643383279 5028841971 6939937510 5820974944 5923078164 0628620899 8628034825 3421170679 8214808651 3282306647 0938446095 5058223172 5359408128 4811174502 8410270193 852110555964462294Number seven is Sekhu, the Remains.
 much jazza back at you. Have you been able to leap the nuclear desert? From quark to Neutron star. Yeah baby. Now you know... We know not a thing! nothing out there. including us!!  but, lex baby mela huntar crazy  incomprehensible strangelets jive wiggle and fall to the sound of jazzlike scrawls and histronics. A and voracious dark matter feeds off their 'oh so precious' feedback of us jazzlike improving. Our bebop stranget dewdrop whims. They feed off it... simple innocents quircks of the windblowers divits and thought that feedbacks they feed oFf the feedbacks squall and in doing so tha other side's version of life is regurgitated nurtured in mirror anti horror land logic.. We're alone. Jazzresin lex mela huntar both Sr. Jr.and the III.  But you Alexander Wesley Holloway Melise and yourself along with William Lincoln Schafer and me we can dig cause its no difference to the studied musician of frequency high and low. Right? It is as it is and always willbe/hasbeen. To be or not to be was the ANSWER not the question. You of all strangelets, you shine a singularity light unique in both voudou physics and jive ass jazz. you  my microquasar  law breaker full-lackhole darkatter kind credentials. You my ninja nwrd Niger river Kaw asia ninjitsu, you play a song of both sides of the universe. One of the many reasons I love you admire you and call you hero.  Gestalt my friend Gestalt Aleph to you always and fornever.  Ill jazzresin cypher sephiroth."Simplicit​y is the final achievemen​t. After one has played a vast quantity of notes and more notes, it is simplicity​ that emerges as the crowning reward of art."
-ChopinThe way to kill a man or a nation is to cut off...
The aim of education is the knowledge, not of f...
How I hate those who are dedicated to producing...
Your knowledge of what is going on can only be ...
In deep sadness there is no place for sentiment...
Hustlers of the world, there is one Mark you ca...
Americans have a special horror of giving up co...
And if you're doing a deal with a religious son...
Now what sort of man or woman or monster would ...
Dream long and dream hard enoughYou will come t...
The face of evil is always the face of total need.BocoMo memory: summer 95' -- myself &the gang u know who u r) decided to venture a midnite 'primitive camping' site near Devil's Icebox. We transversed cliffside paths with only moonlite. I had stumbled into a huge spiderweb and was covered in cobweb. After the sickining panic& fear was removed with most of the cobweb I sat down and with eyes closed say something similar to this image 'cept more of a mandala spiral. Whew memories...

In the dark, just as he was on the edge of sleep, his back began to crawl. He scratched abstractedly, then sat up in bed with a whispered curse...
He turned and looked at himself in the bathroom mirror... His chest was splotchy and red from scratching and rubbing. He rotated and peered over his shoulder at his back.

From shoulder to shoulder, and criss-crossing down his spine, faint pale lines just beneath the surface of his skin drew a crazy and unwelcome road map...
Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian.....   A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
But if the particles are entangled, then this measurement also determines the state of the other particle — even if they have become separated by a vast distance. The effect of the measurement is transmitted instantaneously to the other particle, through what Albert Einstein sceptically called 'spooky action at a distance'.
n a dark time, the eye begins to see,
I meet my shadow in the deepening shade;
I hear my echo in the echoing wood--
A lord of nature weeping to a tree.
I live between the heron and the wren,
Beasts of the hill and serpents of the den.
 Theodore Roethke
Weird as it is, quantum entanglement is real — and could be useful. In a technique called quantum cryptography
Now I know I'm not alone! Damn the health care system run around that I've suffered under in hopelessness and fear. Nonetheless, I've continued to fight the good fight, tried to be rational when faced with daily inexplicable phenomena that defy logic and commen sense! I've suffered relationship difficulties with friends,loved ones, families. Thank God for Facebook and crowd sourcing. A few individuals, bless them eternal, have had the empathy to hear my woes and strange symptoms. I'm not alone in this all. This f*#king m#@$±f#@*er suffering  does have a name.
Microquasars
Microquasars, or radio-emitting X-ray binaries, can be considered to be smaller analogs of quasars (see definitions in the glossary). Like quasars, microquasars generally have a pair of radio jets emitting from the poles of an accretion disk around a compact object. But for a quasar, the central object is a supermassive black hole of millions of solar masses, whereas for a microquasar, the compact object is a black hole or a neutron star of only a few solar masses. This smaller size has an important effect: evolution timescales are much shorter for microquasars than they are for quasars. The shortened timescale plus microquasars' comparative nearness to us (inside our galaxy) make them excellent laboratories for learning about quasars.


SS433
The first microquasar discovered is also one of the most unusual ones yet observed. SS433 consists of a black hole and a companion star orbiting each other with a period of 13.1 days. In addition, SS433 exhibits relativistic jets which are expelled at ~26% of the speed of light and precess around an axis once every 162 days, tracing out a corkscrew pattern in the process. It is housed in the center of the supernova remnant W50 (see Figure 2).


Figure 2: The top image shows radio nebula W50, and the bottom image shows the precessing jets (with corkscrew pattern indicated) of microquasar SS433 which lies in the center of it. Credit: Migliari et al. (2002)



The Problem
It is generally agreed that SS433 must interact with the nebula W50. One would expect a typical supernova remnant to expand spherically, whereas W50 is greatly elongated along the precession axis of SS433′s jets — suggesting that the jets are distorting the remnant's shell. But given that the jets are oriented at an angle of 21° relative to the precession axis, why do we see distortion of the shell directly along the axis? Wouldn't we instead expect distortion at 21° above and below the axis (at points  in Figure 3)? The authors argue that a related question is: have the jets of SS433 always behaved as they currently do?


Methods
The authors' approach to answering these questions was to analyze the proper motions of radio filaments within the W50 nebula using VLA data spanning 12 years. They chose the ten brightest filaments in the images (shown in Figure 3) and tracked their motion over the 12 years, determining the filaments' proper motion to within their velocity resolution of .



Figure 3: Filament positions overlaid on a contour map of W50. The points P_A - P_D indicate the locations where SS433's current jet configuration would penetrate the W50 nebula. (Figure 2 in the paper)

Results
To within their velocity r

I have  Magullens Disease. I have been suffering DAILY for 4 years.
 If he recites next to nothing
 but follows the Dhamma
 in line with the Dhamma;
 abandoning passion,
 aversion, delusion;
 alert,
 his mind well-released,
 not clinging
 either here or hereafter:
 he has his share in the contemplative life1. Introduction: Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian.....   A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
 If he recites next to nothing
 but follows the Dhamma
 in line with the Dhamma;
 abandoning passion,
 aversion, delusion;
 alert,
 his mind well-released,
 not clinging
 either here or hereafter:
 he has his share in the contemplative life89 5493038196 4428810975 6659334461 2847564823 3786783165 2712019091 4564856692 3460348610 4543266482 1339360726 0249141273 7245870066 0631558817 4881520920 9628292540 9171536436 7892590360 0113305305 4882046652 1384146951 9415116094 3305727036 5759591953 0921861173 8193261179 3105118548 0"Consciousness is the stone that creates the waves in a sea of nothing"-Richard Gerber

God Particle Signal Simulated as Sound
Music Sound of the Spheres


Simulated sounds to be made by sub-atomic particles such as the Higgs boson scientific data converted into sounds via Sonification which surprisingly produces a binaural beat frequency of 4.6692744623799 6274956735 1885752724 8912279381 8301194912 9833673362 4406566430 8602139494 6395224737 1907021798 6094370277 0539217176 2931767523 8467481846 7669405132 0005681271 4526356082 7785771342 7577896091 7363717872 1468440901 2249534301 4654958537 1050792279 6892589235 4201995611 21290219608640344181 5981362977 4771309960 taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lolshoot about me? where to start?? classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol) taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lol"It was a Sunday morning when I knocked on William S Burroughs door in the suburbs of Lawrence Kansas he said why do you want and I said I was here to pay on the edge pay homage homage to you just as you get in Berg and Carol acted with saline Ginsberg caraway rack caraway Iraq Cadillac Cadillac on the road Kerouac you let me use a, I didn't I sat on a slower and we talked about Creve Coeur lake he was surprised it was there I have to miss you like crazy cat he said no I like Rex Morgan MD very realistic I saw on his drawer a curved blade of Middle East origin 4 North Africans could I take a photo of you and he said no he sprung up out of his wheelchair and rummage through his drawers and pulled out a postcard of Allen Ginsberg's photograph of him go in title to the song Unchained years and years changes Tanger dangers Africa he signed it all best William Lincoln Shaffer and then he wrote William S burroughs I talk to him about Genesis p-orridge I asked him about doctor fingers safer safer lobotomy kids is not safe at all but he said as an associate is long gone I asked him about Gravity's Rainbow G seemed uh I did it in like that state is it all no no no no Gravity's Rainbow pension no no no no he has a lot of cats and they were wonderfully uh playing with each other I excuse myself because I didn't want to be a burden on his Sunday afternoon and as I was leaving he said my Casa su casa come back in time and then he died 1 year later passed away a year after I visited him just as I visited my grandpa's brother see so Sanderson better to true a division and World War 2 I met him a couple days before he died Seasol Sanderson"Zip- Pow the brick of mouse Ignatz' wrath upon the receptive bean of Krazy Kats noggin'..... where is officer Pupp? Absolutely i can get u BZ. I can get u apo-33. I just recorded with tom Moyes son. I call em jet bennie. I remixed ryoji ikeda with brian eno with my prayer spoken word for amerika. I remix burroughs, available through the wretched reverberation site. Moving to soundcloud out of simplicity.  I am without wifi but i could dig up links dropbox and hyperlinks. Would love to promote my old friend stephen bayley i played with him in the 80's (!!!!) The Exit folk band he know makes exceptional music out of portland under the band name 'city squirrel' (look him up via utube i love the song 'comfort') joe! I have been guaranteed a publishing contract!!! I have an agent!!!! For what ever the fuck i want to write!!!!!!!(Wtf) Will be published through temple press. Can u send me short paragraphs of hyperclown hacker lingo even if it is total jive as i intend a main theme to be hacking and bibliotequing  of information, getting in trouble through knowing too much theme. Laughing it off like joker. U know U know. It would be an honor to create your own pseudonyms for yourself as i would only hit the tip of the iceberg. Think of yourself as 3-11 characters including your brother wife son and mistress. I need to pump out a metanovel
777

Endless

If you look up resonant frequencies mindless pleasures it is my lost letter deposiory. I usually send wordflow there.This is all random shuffle.. Plenty more Where does this come from. Microquasar ss433(y'know a baby quasar has to decide upon nova or blackhole----or the uber painful state of becoming true quasar) in correlation to realization one is not alone in an unknown disease is a theme granted by all highest. The struggle of the struggle and the nightmare reiiteration of making sense out of it day after day; irrational numbers; just for the complexity of it all to grow more stern and unforgiving. I at the moment am in severe pain and am bedridden. Begging the bacterial infection, (as that is what the current research of may 2013 suggests) to cut across the brain stem spinal cord with quickness...or a shot of morphine. Fuck. Each chapter can be a variation on a theme. I am in the same room as i as i..... Hey ben i love you. This is meta. It is such that the sheer willpower intent is more important than any actual surfaced product. It glimmers as the smallest light of hope. which is damn bright when you have none. As my editor i give you full creative right to reedit revision and work text anyway you see fit. My lies are usually play/play, but as most that know me, they are aware of an encoded dead seriousness in my jive. When i got assualted by n. Stl sugar pie, Dee dee's, adult sons i beckoned them on to strike me again. All cause i was accused of calling their mama a bitch and a grifter, which she probably was at that moment. Thanksgiving. I was alone. They had come back fat offa salvation army banquets and i hadnt eaten in days. Her son Kashawn nailed me under the right eye socket. I yelled, "Yeah!! Do it again! Kill a DEAD MAN" I picked up a hammer and slammed it into the counter. Kashawn's friend Jermaine taking lead, clocked me again. Again I said, "alright Kill me Do it again. Kill this muthafuckin dead man already." Kashawn said, "you nigga are crazy" " smdh" soon Dee Dee had intervened. Cops were called no charges pressed of course. My bell wrung i remember i was standing there naked i cant recall why. Perhaps naked before god primitive ritual.. They explained to the police that i hadnt taken my meds in a while, which was true. That was nov 2012. 'Bitch' needs to be deescalated in semantics. I can be a bitch. This day is a bitch. "Wot a bitch it is" lol. I had a vision. The chemtrails that poison us are by a multinational task force to stave off the alien intelligence from within. Vectors. The alien invasion has begun and it is so small they ride upon the backs of ticks. Once this vector goes bedbug we'll all catch hell. My anger is such that it would redeem me to see Boralies swallow populations whole. A slow 7 year death full of all your loved ones doubting your sanity. Saying this is somatic complaints. Criticizing u for being ill.catch 22'd to hell. But through writing, i know i dont want others to go through the madness i wish to endure another moment. Perhaps thats all this is for.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Wed, 22 May 2013 11:05:23
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: RE: Fw:

Got it Bill, I will start working on it soon. Do you have Microsoft Word on your computer in case I need to edit in that context? Ben
________________________________________
From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Wednesday, May 22, 2013 1:30 AM
To: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John
Subject: Fw:

1. You may never get to touch the Master, but you can tickle his creatures.
2. The innocence of the creatures is in inverse proportion to the immorality of the Master.
3. If they can get you asking the wrong questions, they don't have to worry about answers.
4. You hide, they seek.
5. Paranoids are not paranoid because they're paranoid, but because they keep putting themselves, fucking idiots, deliberately into paranoid situations.

my western land name is silent birdsong. i was meditating above graham cave. the words flashed in my mind and immeadiately after a humming bird buzzed in front of me for 20 seconds. confirmation signified.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: jazzresin@gmail.com
Date: Wed, 22 May 2013 05:25:22
To: <hebble@ufl.edu>
Reply-To: jazzresin@gmail.com
"In the hope that some of you will carry these experiments further and come up with something new." William S. Burroughs @jazzresin @melayela #zzaj"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe shoot about me? where to start??Incident X (X) caused a directional anomily towards: Incident Y (Y) creating an Abcess (Z). The crossover thus propagated into a field array matrix(Fm) in which the global scalp Ogestalt (Og) was then inclined to shift in two+ possible directions. Since the matrix was not static and in perpetual movement (Fx) quantum follicle growth and decay caused overall traumatic Event (WLS) upsetting every hair follicle and creating numerous other Incedents. Of course... pre factor scar (Otv) combined with neckstrap directional field array (Fsx) applied over 20+ years of saxophone playing (Sx)unwashed straps, porkpie hats, heat exhaustion, air pressure upon subdermal Og, contortion of neck, opening of throat, etc. need to be factored. Not nearly the end is the subquantum psych issues: A near-death vision of a singular werewolf (Pq) as a prophetic intervention. . . I am dying but will continue till I die no more. classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol)3.1415926535 8979323846 2643383279 5028841971 6939937510 5820974944 5923078164 0628620899 8628034825 3421170679 8214808651 3282306647 0938446095 5058223172 5359408128 4811174502 8410270193 852110555964462294Number seven is Sekhu, the Remains.
much jazza back at you. Have you been able to leap the nuclear desert? From quark to Neutron star. Yeah baby. Now you know... We know not a thing! nothing out there. including us!! but, lex baby mela huntar crazy incomprehensible strangelets jive wiggle and fall to the sound of jazzlike scrawls and histronics. A and voracious dark matter feeds off their 'oh so precious' feedback of us jazzlike improving. Our bebop stranget dewdrop whims. They feed off it... simple innocents quircks of the windblowers divits and thought that feedbacks they feed oFf the feedbacks squall and in doing so tha other side's version of life is regurgitated nurtured in mirror anti horror land logic.. We're alone. Jazzresin lex mela huntar both Sr. Jr.and the III. But you Alexander Wesley Holloway Melise and yourself along with William Lincoln Schafer and me we can dig cause its no difference to the studied musician of frequency high and low. Right? It is as it is and always willbe/hasbeen. To be or not to be was the ANSWER not the question. You of all strangelets, you shine a singularity light unique in both voudou physics and jive ass jazz. you my microquasar law breaker full-lackhole darkatter kind credentials. You my ninja nwrd Niger river Kaw asia ninjitsu, you play a song of both sides of the universe. One of the many reasons I love you admire you and call you hero. Gestalt my friend Gestalt Aleph to you always and fornever. Ill jazzresin cypher sephiroth."Simplicit​y is the final achievemen​t. After one has played a vast quantity of notes and more notes, it is simplicity​ that emerges as the crowning reward of art."
-ChopinThe way to kill a man or a nation is to cut off...
The aim of education is the knowledge, not of f...
How I hate those who are dedicated to producing...
Your knowledge of what is going on can only be ...
In deep sadness there is no place for sentiment...
Hustlers of the world, there is one Mark you ca...
Americans have a special horror of giving up co...
And if you're doing a deal with a religious son...
Now what sort of man or woman or monster would ...
Dream long and dream hard enoughYou will come t...
The face of evil is always the face of total need.BocoMo memory: summer 95' -- myself &the gang u know who u r) decided to venture a midnite 'primitive camping' site near Devil's Icebox. We transversed cliffside paths with only moonlite. I had stumbled into a huge spiderweb and was covered in cobweb. After the sickining panic& fear was removed with most of the cobweb I sat down and with eyes closed say something similar to this image 'cept more of a mandala spiral. Whew memories...

In the dark, just as he was on the edge of sleep, his back began to crawl. He scratched abstractedly, then sat up in bed with a whispered curse...
He turned and looked at himself in the bathroom mirror... His chest was splotchy and red from scratching and rubbing. He rotated and peered over his shoulder at his back.

From shoulder to shoulder, and criss-crossing down his spine, faint pale lines just beneath the surface of his skin drew a crazy and unwelcome road map...
Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian..... A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
But if the particles are entangled, then this measurement also determines the state of the other particle — even if they have become separated by a vast distance. The effect of the measurement is transmitted instantaneously to the other particle, through what Albert Einstein sceptically called 'spooky action at a distance'.
n a dark time, the eye begins to see,
I meet my shadow in the deepening shade;
I hear my echo in the echoing wood--
A lord of nature weeping to a tree.
I live between the heron and the wren,
Beasts of the hill and serpents of the den.
Theodore Roethke
Weird as it is, quantum entanglement is real — and could be useful. In a technique called quantum cryptography
Now I know I'm not alone! Damn the health care system run around that I've suffered under in hopelessness and fear. Nonetheless, I've continued to fight the good fight, tried to be rational when faced with daily inexplicable phenomena that defy logic and commen sense! I've suffered relationship difficulties with friends,loved ones, families. Thank God for Facebook and crowd sourcing. A few individuals, bless them eternal, have had the empathy to hear my woes and strange symptoms. I'm not alone in this all. This f*#king m#@$±f#@*er suffering does have a name.
Microquasars
Microquasars, or radio-emitting X-ray binaries, can be considered to be smaller analogs of quasars (see definitions in the glossary). Like quasars, microquasars generally have a pair of radio jets emitting from the poles of an accretion disk around a compact object. But for a quasar, the central object is a supermassive black hole of millions of solar masses, whereas for a microquasar, the compact object is a black hole or a neutron star of only a few solar masses. This smaller size has an important effect: evolution timescales are much shorter for microquasars than they are for quasars. The shortened timescale plus microquasars' comparative nearness to us (inside our galaxy) make them excellent laboratories for learning about quasars.


SS433
The first microquasar discovered is also one of the most unusual ones yet observed. SS433 consists of a black hole and a companion star orbiting each other with a period of 13.1 days. In addition, SS433 exhibits relativistic jets which are expelled at ~26% of the speed of light and precess around an axis once every 162 days, tracing out a corkscrew pattern in the process. It is housed in the center of the supernova remnant W50 (see Figure 2).


Figure 2: The top image shows radio nebula W50, and the bottom image shows the precessing jets (with corkscrew pattern indicated) of microquasar SS433 which lies in the center of it. Credit: Migliari et al. (2002)



The Problem
It is generally agreed that SS433 must interact with the nebula W50. One would expect a typical supernova remnant to expand spherically, whereas W50 is greatly elongated along the precession axis of SS433′s jets — suggesting that the jets are distorting the remnant's shell. But given that the jets are oriented at an angle of 21° relative to the precession axis, why do we see distortion of the shell directly along the axis? Wouldn't we instead expect distortion at 21° above and below the axis (at points in Figure 3)? The authors argue that a related question is: have the jets of SS433 always behaved as they currently do?


Methods
The authors' approach to answering these questions was to analyze the proper motions of radio filaments within the W50 nebula using VLA data spanning 12 years. They chose the ten brightest filaments in the images (shown in Figure 3) and tracked their motion over the 12 years, determining the filaments' proper motion to within their velocity resolution of .



Figure 3: Filament positions overlaid on a contour map of W50. The points P_A - P_D indicate the locations where SS433's current jet configuration would penetrate the W50 nebula. (Figure 2 in the paper)

Results
To within their velocity r

I have Magullens Disease. I have been suffering DAILY for 4 years.
If he recites next to nothing
but follows the Dhamma
in line with the Dhamma;
abandoning passion,
aversion, delusion;
alert,
his mind well-released,
not clinging
either here or hereafter:
he has his share in the contemplative life1. Introduction: Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian..... A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
If he recites next to nothing
but follows the Dhamma
in line with the Dhamma;
abandoning passion,
aversion, delusion;
alert,
his mind well-released,
not clinging
either here or hereafter:
he has his share in the contemplative life89 5493038196 4428810975 6659334461 2847564823 3786783165 2712019091 4564856692 3460348610 4543266482 1339360726 0249141273 7245870066 0631558817 4881520920 9628292540 9171536436 7892590360 0113305305 4882046652 1384146951 9415116094 3305727036 5759591953 0921861173 8193261179 3105118548 0"Consciousness is the stone that creates the waves in a sea of nothing"-Richard Gerber

God Particle Signal Simulated as Sound
Music Sound of the Spheres


Simulated sounds to be made by sub-atomic particles such as the Higgs boson scientific data converted into sounds via Sonification which surprisingly produces a binaural beat frequency of 4.6692744623799 6274956735 1885752724 8912279381 8301194912 9833673362 4406566430 8602139494 6395224737 1907021798 6094370277 0539217176 2931767523 8467481846 7669405132 0005681271 4526356082 7785771342 7577896091 7363717872 1468440901 2249534301 4654958537 1050792279 6892589235 4201995611 21290219608640344181 5981362977 4771309960 taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lolshoot about me? where to start?? classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol) taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lol"It was a Sunday morning when I knocked on William S Burroughs door in the suburbs of Lawrence Kansas he said why do you want and I said I was here to pay on the edge pay homage homage to you just as you get in Berg and Carol acted with saline Ginsberg caraway rack caraway Iraq Cadillac Cadillac on the road Kerouac you let me use a, I didn't I sat on a slower and we talked about Creve Coeur lake he was surprised it was there I have to miss you like crazy cat he said no I like Rex Morgan MD very realistic I saw on his drawer a curved blade of Middle East origin 4 North Africans could I take a photo of you and he said no he sprung up out of his wheelchair and rummage through his drawers and pulled out a postcard of Allen Ginsberg's photograph of him go in title to the song Unchained years and years changes Tanger dangers Africa he signed it all best William Lincoln Shaffer and then he wrote William S burroughs I talk to him about Genesis p-orridge I asked him about doctor fingers safer safer lobotomy kids is not safe at all but he said as an associate is long gone I asked him about Gravity's Rainbow G seemed uh I did it in like that state is it all no no no no Gravity's Rainbow pension no no no no he has a lot of cats and they were wonderfully uh playing with each other I excuse myself because I didn't want to be a burden on his Sunday afternoon and as I was leaving he said my Casa su casa come back in time and then he died 1 year later passed away a year after I visited him just as I visited my grandpa's brother see so Sanderson better to true a division and World War 2 I met him a couple days before he died Seasol Sanderson"Zip- Pow the brick of mouse Ignatz' wrath upon the receptive bean of Krazy Kats noggin'..... where is officer Pupp? Absolutely i can get u BZ. I can get u apo-33. I just recorded with tom Moyes son. I call em jet bennie. I remixed ryoji ikeda with brian eno with my prayer spoken word for amerika. I remix burroughs, available through the wretched reverberation site. Moving to soundcloud out of simplicity. I am without wifi but i could dig up links dropbox and hyperlinks. Would love to promote my old friend stephen bayley i played with him in the 80's (!!!!) The Exit folk band he know makes exceptional music out of portland under the band name 'city squirrel' (look him up via utube i love the song 'comfort') joe! I have been guaranteed a publishing contract!!! I have an agent!!!! For what ever the fuck i want to write!!!!!!!(Wtf) Will be published through temple press. Can u send me short paragraphs of hyperclown hacker lingo even if it is total jive as i intend a main theme to be hacking and bibliotequing of information, getting in trouble through knowing too much theme. Laughing it off like joker. U know U know. It would be an honor to create your own pseudonyms for yourself as i would only hit the tip of the iceberg. Think of yourself as 3-11 characters including your brother wife son and mistress. I need to pump out a metanovel
777