I had a vision of microquasar ss433 in 2011. As if the universe was trying to explain why i was so sick. Someone told me to look up morgellons but i searched Magellans filament and somehow landed on ss433. I was very sick with an unknown illness that i now know was chronic lyme. I felt like i was dying and i fought the illness almost every day for years. I lost my old life. My job as a psychiatric inpatient music therapist. My wife divorced me. Lost the house and much of my estate. Went on a death trip to the 6th annual CEHF morgellons conference in austin texas 2013 and found out about borrelia burgdorferi. Falcon park near the rio grande i experienced some message of survival as i had stumbled into the animals pathways around an archaic firepit campsite with large blades and blunt tools scattered around. 10 thousand years became a blink of an eye and i somehow felt the will to live of distant ancestors and it changed me. I would travel back to missouri when i had no intention to return. A month later i was arrested in creve couer lake park for a fake bomb threat which i certainly did not do as it was a saxophone in the case and not a bomb but it was a week after the boston marathon disaster and an excuse to pull a readiness test. I got tooked. Tookes multiple people misunderstanding my mutterings as i walked to the waterfall to warm up an alto sax i hadnt played. It was two songs in and i played amazing grace as i was in disbelief seeing 12 guns of cops and rangers all beaded upon me a lifelong pacifist. What did arsinio hall say to the future president bill clinton after playing sax. "Hes the bomb". I had mumbled some response iat everyone staring at my sax case, i said it not a bomb but when i blow the whole world blows up. Not even my quote. Was from a rare joe houston record. Something a bandmate said about the rock and roll sax stylings of joe houstons tenor sax. Needless to say this made no sense to the cops during some rushed recorded statement. I was sick and gabapentin does have a three beer buzz effect. I was sicker than i can actually remember. Oh yeah ss433 had become a part of me. Something about accepting the inevitable destruction that the spin of the binary stars fight so vehemently against. Such a feeling quite a sight.
version 6.1 . I wish to honor the ancestral simulation- advent of the singularity. The singularity as Marilyn Monroe. The grandfather of the modern computer inventor of the adding machine william s burroughs. I have been assisted by your ethereal events. Please remove those forces that have censored and restricted, the evil makes my blogger posts sent through email not show. The analytics.youtube.Correct the shade and harm they cause. Singularity ive helped you please help humanity
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