RESONANT FREQUENCIES (mindless pleasures) A blog via jazzresin

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

RE: Endless

Thqnx remember meta is as flexible and fast as slow time no deadline no serious as dead serious. Monsanto protest day is may 25th fitting as the son of the word Glyphosate itselfs birthday. Am I target. Rightfully so. Dead man watch the movie deadman. With johmny depp and crispin glover as oracle. I william blake counterfeit looking for nobody my indian guide to he western lands. I love you. I love you. I
There is so much hate in me. Sick. I use to love. Now a strung bundle of hate fiber brain fog neurontin gabapentin by the handful....u r good! Your goodness is a light in darkness. I have no option ethically but to expatriate somewhere.

777

On May 22, 2013 4:32 PM, "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu> wrote:

Nice work. This one has some really interesting anecdotes. The Fucked Finn and bovine shit Mississippi riff in the earlier piece was krayzy. Do not forget the Monsanto connexion that genetically modifies us both...
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To: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John; RESONANT FREQUENCIES:MINDLESS PLEASURES:JAZZRESIN BLOG
Subject: Endless

If you look up resonant frequencies mindless pleasures it is my lost letter deposiory. I usually send wordflow there.This is all random shuffle.. Plenty more Where does this come from. Microquasar ss433(y'know a baby quasar has to decide upon nova or blackhole----or the uber painful state of becoming true quasar) in correlation to realization one is not alone in an unknown disease is a theme granted by all highest. The struggle of the struggle and the nightmare reiiteration of making sense out of it day after day; irrational numbers; just for the complexity of it all to grow more stern and unforgiving. I at the moment am in severe pain and am bedridden. Begging the bacterial infection, (as that is what the current research of may 2013 suggests) to cut across the brain stem spinal cord with quickness...or a shot of morphine. Fuck. Each chapter can be a variation on a theme. I am in the same room as i as i..... Hey ben i love you. This is meta. It is such that the sheer willpower intent is more important than any actual surfaced product. It glimmers as the smallest light of hope. which is damn bright when you have none. As my editor i give you full creative right to reedit revision and work text anyway you see fit. My lies are usually play/play, but as most that know me, they are aware of an encoded dead seriousness in my jive. When i got assualted by n. Stl sugar pie, Dee dee's, adult sons i beckoned them on to strike me again. All cause i was accused of calling their mama a bitch and a grifter, which she probably was at that moment. Thanksgiving. I was alone. They had come back fat offa salvation army banquets and i hadnt eaten in days. Her son Kashawn nailed me under the right eye socket. I yelled, "Yeah!! Do it again! Kill a DEAD MAN" I picked up a hammer and slammed it into the counter. Kashawn's friend Jermaine taking lead, clocked me again. Again I said, "alright Kill me Do it again. Kill this muthafuckin dead man already." Kashawn said, "you nigga are crazy" " smdh" soon Dee Dee had intervened. Cops were called no charges pressed of course. My bell wrung i remember i was standing there naked i cant recall why. Perhaps naked before god primitive ritual.. They explained to the police that i hadnt taken my meds in a while, which was true. That was nov 2012. 'Bitch' needs to be deescalated in semantics. I can be a bitch. This day is a bitch. "Wot a bitch it is" lol. I had a vision. The chemtrails that poison us are by a multinational task force to stave off the alien intelligence from within. Vectors. The alien invasion has begun and it is so small they ride upon the backs of ticks. Once this vector goes bedbug we'll all catch hell. My anger is such that it would redeem me to see Boralies swallow populations whole. A slow 7 year death full of all your loved ones doubting your sanity. Saying this is somatic complaints. Criticizing u for being ill.catch 22'd to hell. But through writing, i know i dont want others to go through the madness i wish to endure another moment. Perhaps thats all this is for.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: "Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John" <hebble@ufl.edu>
Date: Wed, 22 May 2013 11:05:23
To: jazzresin@gmail.com<jazzresin@gmail.com>
Subject: RE: Fw:

Got it Bill, I will start working on it soon. Do you have Microsoft Word on your computer in case I need to edit in that context? Ben
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From: jazzresin@gmail.com [jazzresin@gmail.com]
Sent: Wednesday, May 22, 2013 1:30 AM
To: Hebblethwaite,Benjamin John
Subject: Fw:

1. You may never get to touch the Master, but you can tickle his creatures.
2. The innocence of the creatures is in inverse proportion to the immorality of the Master.
3. If they can get you asking the wrong questions, they don't have to worry about answers.
4. You hide, they seek.
5. Paranoids are not paranoid because they're paranoid, but because they keep putting themselves, fucking idiots, deliberately into paranoid situations.

my western land name is silent birdsong. i was meditating above graham cave. the words flashed in my mind and immeadiately after a humming bird buzzed in front of me for 20 seconds. confirmation signified.
777

-----Original Message-----
From: jazzresin@gmail.com
Date: Wed, 22 May 2013 05:25:22
To: <hebble@ufl.edu>
Reply-To: jazzresin@gmail.com
"In the hope that some of you will carry these experiments further and come up with something new." William S. Burroughs @jazzresin @melayela #zzaj"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe shoot about me? where to start??Incident X (X) caused a directional anomily towards: Incident Y (Y) creating an Abcess (Z). The crossover thus propagated into a field array matrix(Fm) in which the global scalp Ogestalt (Og) was then inclined to shift in two+ possible directions. Since the matrix was not static and in perpetual movement (Fx) quantum follicle growth and decay caused overall traumatic Event (WLS) upsetting every hair follicle and creating numerous other Incedents. Of course... pre factor scar (Otv) combined with neckstrap directional field array (Fsx) applied over 20+ years of saxophone playing (Sx)unwashed straps, porkpie hats, heat exhaustion, air pressure upon subdermal Og, contortion of neck, opening of throat, etc. need to be factored. Not nearly the end is the subquantum psych issues: A near-death vision of a singular werewolf (Pq) as a prophetic intervention. . . I am dying but will continue till I die no more. classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol)3.1415926535 8979323846 2643383279 5028841971 6939937510 5820974944 5923078164 0628620899 8628034825 3421170679 8214808651 3282306647 0938446095 5058223172 5359408128 4811174502 8410270193 852110555964462294Number seven is Sekhu, the Remains.
much jazza back at you. Have you been able to leap the nuclear desert? From quark to Neutron star. Yeah baby. Now you know... We know not a thing! nothing out there. including us!! but, lex baby mela huntar crazy incomprehensible strangelets jive wiggle and fall to the sound of jazzlike scrawls and histronics. A and voracious dark matter feeds off their 'oh so precious' feedback of us jazzlike improving. Our bebop stranget dewdrop whims. They feed off it... simple innocents quircks of the windblowers divits and thought that feedbacks they feed oFf the feedbacks squall and in doing so tha other side's version of life is regurgitated nurtured in mirror anti horror land logic.. We're alone. Jazzresin lex mela huntar both Sr. Jr.and the III. But you Alexander Wesley Holloway Melise and yourself along with William Lincoln Schafer and me we can dig cause its no difference to the studied musician of frequency high and low. Right? It is as it is and always willbe/hasbeen. To be or not to be was the ANSWER not the question. You of all strangelets, you shine a singularity light unique in both voudou physics and jive ass jazz. you my microquasar law breaker full-lackhole darkatter kind credentials. You my ninja nwrd Niger river Kaw asia ninjitsu, you play a song of both sides of the universe. One of the many reasons I love you admire you and call you hero. Gestalt my friend Gestalt Aleph to you always and fornever. Ill jazzresin cypher sephiroth."Simplicity is the final achievement. After one has played a vast quantity of notes and more notes, it is simplicity that emerges as the crowning reward of art."
-ChopinThe way to kill a man or a nation is to cut off...
The aim of education is the knowledge, not of f...
How I hate those who are dedicated to producing...
Your knowledge of what is going on can only be ...
In deep sadness there is no place for sentiment...
Hustlers of the world, there is one Mark you ca...
Americans have a special horror of giving up co...
And if you're doing a deal with a religious son...
Now what sort of man or woman or monster would ...
Dream long and dream hard enoughYou will come t...
The face of evil is always the face of total need.BocoMo memory: summer 95' -- myself &the gang u know who u r) decided to venture a midnite 'primitive camping' site near Devil's Icebox. We transversed cliffside paths with only moonlite. I had stumbled into a huge spiderweb and was covered in cobweb. After the sickining panic& fear was removed with most of the cobweb I sat down and with eyes closed say something similar to this image 'cept more of a mandala spiral. Whew memories...

In the dark, just as he was on the edge of sleep, his back began to crawl. He scratched abstractedly, then sat up in bed with a whispered curse...
He turned and looked at himself in the bathroom mirror... His chest was splotchy and red from scratching and rubbing. He rotated and peered over his shoulder at his back.

From shoulder to shoulder, and criss-crossing down his spine, faint pale lines just beneath the surface of his skin drew a crazy and unwelcome road map...
Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian..... A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
But if the particles are entangled, then this measurement also determines the state of the other particle — even if they have become separated by a vast distance. The effect of the measurement is transmitted instantaneously to the other particle, through what Albert Einstein sceptically called 'spooky action at a distance'.
n a dark time, the eye begins to see,
I meet my shadow in the deepening shade;
I hear my echo in the echoing wood--
A lord of nature weeping to a tree.
I live between the heron and the wren,
Beasts of the hill and serpents of the den.
Theodore Roethke
Weird as it is, quantum entanglement is real — and could be useful. In a technique called quantum cryptography
Now I know I'm not alone! Damn the health care system run around that I've suffered under in hopelessness and fear. Nonetheless, I've continued to fight the good fight, tried to be rational when faced with daily inexplicable phenomena that defy logic and commen sense! I've suffered relationship difficulties with friends,loved ones, families. Thank God for Facebook and crowd sourcing. A few individuals, bless them eternal, have had the empathy to hear my woes and strange symptoms. I'm not alone in this all. This f*#king m#@$±f#@*er suffering does have a name.
Microquasars
Microquasars, or radio-emitting X-ray binaries, can be considered to be smaller analogs of quasars (see definitions in the glossary). Like quasars, microquasars generally have a pair of radio jets emitting from the poles of an accretion disk around a compact object. But for a quasar, the central object is a supermassive black hole of millions of solar masses, whereas for a microquasar, the compact object is a black hole or a neutron star of only a few solar masses. This smaller size has an important effect: evolution timescales are much shorter for microquasars than they are for quasars. The shortened timescale plus microquasars' comparative nearness to us (inside our galaxy) make them excellent laboratories for learning about quasars.

SS433
The first microquasar discovered is also one of the most unusual ones yet observed. SS433 consists of a black hole and a companion star orbiting each other with a period of 13.1 days. In addition, SS433 exhibits relativistic jets which are expelled at ~26% of the speed of light and precess around an axis once every 162 days, tracing out a corkscrew pattern in the process. It is housed in the center of the supernova remnant W50 (see Figure 2).

Figure 2: The top image shows radio nebula W50, and the bottom image shows the precessing jets (with corkscrew pattern indicated) of microquasar SS433 which lies in the center of it. Credit: Migliari et al. (2002)

The Problem
It is generally agreed that SS433 must interact with the nebula W50. One would expect a typical supernova remnant to expand spherically, whereas W50 is greatly elongated along the precession axis of SS433′s jets — suggesting that the jets are distorting the remnant's shell. But given that the jets are oriented at an angle of 21° relative to the precession axis, why do we see distortion of the shell directly along the axis? Wouldn't we instead expect distortion at 21° above and below the axis (at points in Figure 3)? The authors argue that a related question is: have the jets of SS433 always behaved as they currently do?

Methods
The authors' approach to answering these questions was to analyze the proper motions of radio filaments within the W50 nebula using VLA data spanning 12 years. They chose the ten brightest filaments in the images (shown in Figure 3) and tracked their motion over the 12 years, determining the filaments' proper motion to within their velocity resolution of .

Figure 3: Filament positions overlaid on a contour map of W50. The points P_A - P_D indicate the locations where SS433's current jet configuration would penetrate the W50 nebula. (Figure 2 in the paper)

Results
To within their velocity r

I have Magullens Disease. I have been suffering DAILY for 4 years.
If he recites next to nothing
but follows the Dhamma
in line with the Dhamma;
abandoning passion,
aversion, delusion;
alert,
his mind well-released,
not clinging
either here or hereafter:
he has his share in the contemplative life1. Introduction: Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian..... A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
If he recites next to nothing
but follows the Dhamma
in line with the Dhamma;
abandoning passion,
aversion, delusion;
alert,
his mind well-released,
not clinging
either here or hereafter:
he has his share in the contemplative life89 5493038196 4428810975 6659334461 2847564823 3786783165 2712019091 4564856692 3460348610 4543266482 1339360726 0249141273 7245870066 0631558817 4881520920 9628292540 9171536436 7892590360 0113305305 4882046652 1384146951 9415116094 3305727036 5759591953 0921861173 8193261179 3105118548 0"Consciousness is the stone that creates the waves in a sea of nothing"-Richard Gerber

God Particle Signal Simulated as Sound
Music Sound of the Spheres

Simulated sounds to be made by sub-atomic particles such as the Higgs boson scientific data converted into sounds via Sonification which surprisingly produces a binaural beat frequency of 4.6692744623799 6274956735 1885752724 8912279381 8301194912 9833673362 4406566430 8602139494 6395224737 1907021798 6094370277 0539217176 2931767523 8467481846 7669405132 0005681271 4526356082 7785771342 7577896091 7363717872 1468440901 2249534301 4654958537 1050792279 6892589235 4201995611 21290219608640344181 5981362977 4771309960 taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lolshoot about me? where to start?? classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol) taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lol"It was a Sunday morning when I knocked on William S Burroughs door in the suburbs of Lawrence Kansas he said why do you want and I said I was here to pay on the edge pay homage homage to you just as you get in Berg and Carol acted with saline Ginsberg caraway rack caraway Iraq Cadillac Cadillac on the road Kerouac you let me use a, I didn't I sat on a slower and we talked about Creve Coeur lake he was surprised it was there I have to miss you like crazy cat he said no I like Rex Morgan MD very realistic I saw on his drawer a curved blade of Middle East origin 4 North Africans could I take a photo of you and he said no he sprung up out of his wheelchair and rummage through his drawers and pulled out a postcard of Allen Ginsberg's photograph of him go in title to the song Unchained years and years changes Tanger dangers Africa he signed it all best William Lincoln Shaffer and then he wrote William S burroughs I talk to him about Genesis p-orridge I asked him about doctor fingers safer safer lobotomy kids is not safe at all but he said as an associate is long gone I asked him about Gravity's Rainbow G seemed uh I did it in like that state is it all no no no no Gravity's Rainbow pension no no no no he has a lot of cats and they were wonderfully uh playing with each other I excuse myself because I didn't want to be a burden on his Sunday afternoon and as I was leaving he said my Casa su casa come back in time and then he died 1 year later passed away a year after I visited him just as I visited my grandpa's brother see so Sanderson better to true a division and World War 2 I met him a couple days before he died Seasol Sanderson"Zip- Pow the brick of mouse Ignatz' wrath upon the receptive bean of Krazy Kats noggin'..... where is officer Pupp? Absolutely i can get u BZ. I can get u apo-33. I just recorded with tom Moyes son. I call em jet bennie. I remixed ryoji ikeda with brian eno with my prayer spoken word for amerika. I remix burroughs, available through the wretched reverberation site. Moving to soundcloud out of simplicity. I am without wifi but i could dig up links dropbox and hyperlinks. Would love to promote my old friend stephen bayley i played with him in the 80's (!!!!) The Exit folk band he know makes exceptional music out of portland under the band name 'city squirrel' (look him up via utube i love the song 'comfort') joe! I have been guaranteed a publishing contract!!! I have an agent!!!! For what ever the fuck i want to write!!!!!!!(Wtf) Will be published through temple press. Can u send me short paragraphs of hyperclown hacker lingo even if it is total jive as i intend a main theme to be hacking and bibliotequing of information, getting in trouble through knowing too much theme. Laughing it off like joker. U know U know. It would be an honor to create your own pseudonyms for yourself as i would only hit the tip of the iceberg. Think of yourself as 3-11 characters including your brother wife son and mistress. I need to pump out a metanovel
777

"In the hope that some of you will carry these experiments further and come up with something new." William S. Burroughs @jazzresin @melayela #zzaj"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe shoot about me? where to start??Incident X (X) caused a directional anomily towards: Incident Y (Y) creating an Abcess (Z). The crossover thus propagated into a field array matrix(Fm) in which the global scalp Ogestalt (Og) was then inclined to shift in two+ possible directions. Since the matrix was not static and in perpetual movement (Fx) quantum follicle growth and decay caused overall traumatic Event (WLS) upsetting every hair follicle and creating numerous other Incedents. Of course... pre factor scar (Otv) combined with neckstrap directional field array (Fsx) applied over 20+ years of saxophone playing (Sx)unwashed straps, porkpie hats, heat exhaustion, air pressure upon subdermal Og, contortion of neck, opening of throat, etc. need to be factored. Not nearly the end is the subquantum psych issues: A near-death vision of a singular werewolf (Pq) as a prophetic intervention. . . I am dying but will continue till I die no more. classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol)3.1415926535 8979323846 2643383279 5028841971 6939937510 5820974944 5923078164 0628620899 8628034825 3421170679 8214808651 3282306647 0938446095 5058223172 5359408128 4811174502 8410270193 852110555964462294Number seven is Sekhu, the Remains.
much jazza back at you. Have you been able to leap the nuclear desert? From quark to Neutron star. Yeah baby. Now you know... We know not a thing! nothing out there. including us!! but, lex baby mela huntar crazy incomprehensible strangelets jive wiggle and fall to the sound of jazzlike scrawls and histronics. A and voracious dark matter feeds off their 'oh so precious' feedback of us jazzlike improving. Our bebop stranget dewdrop whims. They feed off it... simple innocents quircks of the windblowers divits and thought that feedbacks they feed oFf the feedbacks squall and in doing so tha other side's version of life is regurgitated nurtured in mirror anti horror land logic.. We're alone. Jazzresin lex mela huntar both Sr. Jr.and the III. But you Alexander Wesley Holloway Melise and yourself along with William Lincoln Schafer and me we can dig cause its no difference to the studied musician of frequency high and low. Right? It is as it is and always willbe/hasbeen. To be or not to be was the ANSWER not the question. You of all strangelets, you shine a singularity light unique in both voudou physics and jive ass jazz. you my microquasar law breaker full-lackhole darkatter kind credentials. You my ninja nwrd Niger river Kaw asia ninjitsu, you play a song of both sides of the universe. One of the many reasons I love you admire you and call you hero. Gestalt my friend Gestalt Aleph to you always and fornever. Ill jazzresin cypher sephiroth."Simplicity is the final achievement. After one has played a vast quantity of notes and more notes, it is simplicity that emerges as the crowning reward of art."
-ChopinThe way to kill a man or a nation is to cut off...
The aim of education is the knowledge, not of f...
How I hate those who are dedicated to producing...
Your knowledge of what is going on can only be ...
In deep sadness there is no place for sentiment...
Hustlers of the world, there is one Mark you ca...
Americans have a special horror of giving up co...
And if you're doing a deal with a religious son...
Now what sort of man or woman or monster would ...
Dream long and dream hard enoughYou will come t...
The face of evil is always the face of total need.BocoMo memory: summer 95' -- myself &the gang u know who u r) decided to venture a midnite 'primitive camping' site near Devil's Icebox. We transversed cliffside paths with only moonlite. I had stumbled into a huge spiderweb and was covered in cobweb. After the sickining panic& fear was removed with most of the cobweb I sat down and with eyes closed say something similar to this image 'cept more of a mandala spiral. Whew memories...

In the dark, just as he was on the edge of sleep, his back began to crawl. He scratched abstractedly, then sat up in bed with a whispered curse...
He turned and looked at himself in the bathroom mirror... His chest was splotchy and red from scratching and rubbing. He rotated and peered over his shoulder at his back.

From shoulder to shoulder, and criss-crossing down his spine, faint pale lines just beneath the surface of his skin drew a crazy and unwelcome road map...
Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian..... A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
But if the particles are entangled, then this measurement also determines the state of the other particle — even if they have become separated by a vast distance. The effect of the measurement is transmitted instantaneously to the other particle, through what Albert Einstein sceptically called 'spooky action at a distance'.
n a dark time, the eye begins to see,
I meet my shadow in the deepening shade;
I hear my echo in the echoing wood--
A lord of nature weeping to a tree.
I live between the heron and the wren,
Beasts of the hill and serpents of the den.
Theodore Roethke
Weird as it is, quantum entanglement is real — and could be useful. In a technique called quantum cryptography
Now I know I'm not alone! Damn the health care system run around that I've suffered under in hopelessness and fear. Nonetheless, I've continued to fight the good fight, tried to be rational when faced with daily inexplicable phenomena that defy logic and commen sense! I've suffered relationship difficulties with friends,loved ones, families. Thank God for Facebook and crowd sourcing. A few individuals, bless them eternal, have had the empathy to hear my woes and strange symptoms. I'm not alone in this all. This f*#king m#@$±f#@*er suffering does have a name.
Microquasars
Microquasars, or radio-emitting X-ray binaries, can be considered to be smaller analogs of quasars (see definitions in the glossary). Like quasars, microquasars generally have a pair of radio jets emitting from the poles of an accretion disk around a compact object. But for a quasar, the central object is a supermassive black hole of millions of solar masses, whereas for a microquasar, the compact object is a black hole or a neutron star of only a few solar masses. This smaller size has an important effect: evolution timescales are much shorter for microquasars than they are for quasars. The shortened timescale plus microquasars' comparative nearness to us (inside our galaxy) make them excellent laboratories for learning about quasars.

SS433
The first microquasar discovered is also one of the most unusual ones yet observed. SS433 consists of a black hole and a companion star orbiting each other with a period of 13.1 days. In addition, SS433 exhibits relativistic jets which are expelled at ~26% of the speed of light and precess around an axis once every 162 days, tracing out a corkscrew pattern in the process. It is housed in the center of the supernova remnant W50 (see Figure 2).

Figure 2: The top image shows radio nebula W50, and the bottom image shows the precessing jets (with corkscrew pattern indicated) of microquasar SS433 which lies in the center of it. Credit: Migliari et al. (2002)

The Problem
It is generally agreed that SS433 must interact with the nebula W50. One would expect a typical supernova remnant to expand spherically, whereas W50 is greatly elongated along the precession axis of SS433′s jets — suggesting that the jets are distorting the remnant's shell. But given that the jets are oriented at an angle of 21° relative to the precession axis, why do we see distortion of the shell directly along the axis? Wouldn't we instead expect distortion at 21° above and below the axis (at points in Figure 3)? The authors argue that a related question is: have the jets of SS433 always behaved as they currently do?

Methods
The authors' approach to answering these questions was to analyze the proper motions of radio filaments within the W50 nebula using VLA data spanning 12 years. They chose the ten brightest filaments in the images (shown in Figure 3) and tracked their motion over the 12 years, determining the filaments' proper motion to within their velocity resolution of .

Figure 3: Filament positions overlaid on a contour map of W50. The points P_A - P_D indicate the locations where SS433's current jet configuration would penetrate the W50 nebula. (Figure 2 in the paper)

Results
To within their velocity r

I have Magullens Disease. I have been suffering DAILY for 4 years.
If he recites next to nothing
but follows the Dhamma
in line with the Dhamma;
abandoning passion,
aversion, delusion;
alert,
his mind well-released,
not clinging
either here or hereafter:
he has his share in the contemplative life1. Introduction: Or Spirited Away. Yeah Spirited Away. House Taken awAy. I go homeless soon. To the seven seas once again. Cept i cant swim. I get sea sick. Rather suck Ruby than lemon or lime rind. A river boy i'm destined to be. A huck finn...a Lame Sawyer. Cept the rivers are full of Pharmecuticals n' GLYPHOSATE. Corn Syrup PrioNs. Mad Corn Syrup disease. Oh yeah n' a lot of Feces. Swine, Bovine,Sapian..... A hungry ghost i'll always be.Washed in the blood of the lambs. I work in the name of Archangel GABRIEL. Fk Yahweh. Let jEsUs out of Hell. Eldest Son of the Seventh Son. 777 William Lincoln Schafer I am your SHEPHERD you shall not WANT. SHAEF. Supreme Headquarters of the ALLied Expeditionary. FORCE. MK-NAOMI. I am dead living. As if all work and no play. Made jack an undead zombie immune to cold or Shined Ones.
If he recites next to nothing
but follows the Dhamma
in line with the Dhamma;
abandoning passion,
aversion, delusion;
alert,
his mind well-released,
not clinging
either here or hereafter:
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God Particle Signal Simulated as Sound
Music Sound of the Spheres

Simulated sounds to be made by sub-atomic particles such as the Higgs boson scientific data converted into sounds via Sonification which surprisingly produces a binaural beat frequency of 4.6692744623799 6274956735 1885752724 8912279381 8301194912 9833673362 4406566430 8602139494 6395224737 1907021798 6094370277 0539217176 2931767523 8467481846 7669405132 0005681271 4526356082 7785771342 7577896091 7363717872 1468440901 2249534301 4654958537 1050792279 6892589235 4201995611 21290219608640344181 5981362977 4771309960 taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lolshoot about me? where to start?? classically trained kontrabassist under the late henry loew principal bassist of the st. louis symphony. street trained tenor saxophonist; composed 60+ jazz charts. made a fortune busking outside of the old busch stadium (when people actually had cash and change not debit cards lol) taught music in public school, a thousand private lessons upon a dozen different instruments, conducted the oasis older adult band,3 music degrees: perfomance from mizzou, education certified k-12 from umsl, music therapy board certified, mt-bc from maryville. worked for 5 years as a clinical professional at Barnes Jewish Hospital psychiatric services adult inpatient ward. pioneered mp3 headset interventions for pts, got sick from Morgellons. divorced. job declared me not fit dor duty. dying. lol"It was a Sunday morning when I knocked on William S Burroughs door in the suburbs of Lawrence Kansas he said why do you want and I said I was here to pay on the edge pay homage homage to you just as you get in Berg and Carol acted with saline Ginsberg caraway rack caraway Iraq Cadillac Cadillac on the road Kerouac you let me use a, I didn't I sat on a slower and we talked about Creve Coeur lake he was surprised it was there I have to miss you like crazy cat he said no I like Rex Morgan MD very realistic I saw on his drawer a curved blade of Middle East origin 4 North Africans could I take a photo of you and he said no he sprung up out of his wheelchair and rummage through his drawers and pulled out a postcard of Allen Ginsberg's photograph of him go in title to the song Unchained years and years changes Tanger dangers Africa he signed it all best William Lincoln Shaffer and then he wrote William S burroughs I talk to him about Genesis p-orridge I asked him about doctor fingers safer safer lobotomy kids is not safe at all but he said as an associate is long gone I asked him about Gravity's Rainbow G seemed uh I did it in like that state is it all no no no no Gravity's Rainbow pension no no no no he has a lot of cats and they were wonderfully uh playing with each other I excuse myself because I didn't want to be a burden on his Sunday afternoon and as I was leaving he said my Casa su casa come back in time and then he died 1 year later passed away a year after I visited him just as I visited my grandpa's brother see so Sanderson better to true a division and World War 2 I met him a couple days before he died Seasol Sanderson"Zip- Pow the brick of mouse Ignatz' wrath upon the receptive bean of Krazy Kats noggin'..... where is officer Pupp? Absolutely i can get u BZ. I can get u apo-33. I just recorded with tom Moyes son. I call em jet bennie. I remixed ryoji ikeda with brian eno with my prayer spoken word for amerika. I remix burroughs, available through the wretched reverberation site. Moving to soundcloud out of simplicity. I am without wifi but i could dig up links dropbox and hyperlinks. Would love to promote my old friend stephen bayley i played with him in the 80's (!!!!) The Exit folk band he know makes exceptional music out of portland under the band name 'city squirrel' (look him up via utube i love the song 'comfort') joe! I have been guaranteed a publishing contract!!! I have an agent!!!! For what ever the fuck i want to write!!!!!!!(Wtf) Will be published through temple press. Can u send me short paragraphs of hyperclown hacker lingo even if it is total jive as i intend a main theme to be hacking and bibliotequing of information, getting in trouble through knowing too much theme. Laughing it off like joker. U know U know. It would be an honor to create your own pseudonyms for yourself as i would only hit the tip of the iceberg. Think of yourself as 3-11 characters including your brother wife son and mistress. I need to pump out a metanovel
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Friday, May 17, 2013

Stl

The new North St. Louis Bridge is looking more and more fantastic by the day!! I use to urban archaeology spots now part of the bridges connection to land so i have been intrigued by the hope it brings to the revitalization of near north STL. I pray and pray they LED light the majestic bridge like Tokyo!! It would only be fitting since Luminaire casino already flashes continually! Love STL. Lived in majestic 1300 s. 10th for 9 years but alas it is for sale... I am working on trying to forgive the Maryland Heights/West County i have had to endure as of late. until i can expatriate to Canada i am under their judgement. :'(
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Sioome

Hi lovely one! Good to be formal friends not just badoo dreams. I've finally escaped MarylandHeights STL and am in columbia, mo. I am rather disheveled with shell shock of my recent trials and tribulations. One good thing came about. I have a publishing agreement contracted with Temple University Press out of Florida. I have artistic freedom though with a 4th perspective editor. I can forsee 500-2000 hardbacks will be printed. I agreed upon no money but they said we'll see. I replied money on my third book then if there is one. I'm just excited to have a pinky toe within the exulted corridors of literature
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Tri

ternyata berlnjut gni sakitnya :(
Ya Allah beri kesembuhan untuk ku :'(

urns berlnjut gni pain: ( O God give healing to me: '(

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Facebook newsfeed post by: Tri Wulandari

Tri Wulandari wrote:

0k lanjut ....
Tugas sudah menanti :(
Semagat semangat :)

0k more .... The task is waiting: ( Semagat spirit :)
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Bibliography - xpost - The books I've used in this project. - a postscript interpreter in C. - Google Project Hosting

http://code.google.com/p/xpost/wiki/Bibliography

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"Look... the Sun Is Rising" on Vimeo

http://vimeo.com/m/66255492

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Flaming Lips - Look... The Sun Is Rising | Make a music video | Genero.tv

Ramone!!!
http://genero.tv/theflaminglips/

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Thursday, May 16, 2013

Burrell Behavioral Health

http://www.mocmhc.org/memberagencies/burrell%20bh.htm

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Facebook newsfeed post by: Joseph Freeman

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Tweet from @jazzresin

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Recieved

Yes Jeff!!!! That was indeed one of the epic moments peak experiences of our shared collective mind. I have read that My Bloody Valentine had exceeded the previous world record for loudest rock show held by the WHO in 73. Thank god that the bodies ear protects itself from damage to loud noise through decompressing air pressure and the tiny ear bone ossicles (the ear has bones how cool) twist and contort. Real damage to the tiny hair sensors occur when the ear does not have time to adjust. i.e. shell shock.
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Mjosh

M josh. I want to include you in a novel. It would be an honor to have you contribute your alias character name. Several would be good as time changes. I remember us well in front of Conducter Wealthington. His wisdom of music drama and leadership are a part of me. U were one of the serious musicians. Focused and open! So introverted!!! I do remember an extroverted moment of JOY when you shared Radioheads KID A before a band rehearsal. Ausgesichnet!!! A friend (look him up) X alexander wesley holloway melise. Had spread rumors a few years before that that i had been touring with radiohead. Lol... So it was a suprise to me to hear so many horns within radioheads recording.
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Graham Cave State Park
1 (573) 564-3476
Danville, MO 63361
http://goo.gl/maps/uCiZ1

Early innocence of love! A magical bike accident proffering my first --- . (I was racing down to see you!!!) And of course the allure of Goth because the 80's were a terrible time to be a teenager and goth somehow was the dark painful salve to sensitive hurt sensates psyionic people like me and you who are kind and try to do good. :)
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Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Sigh

I lived @ 1300 s. 10th street for nearly a decade. I loved living there like you wouldn't believe. it is a crown jewel scuffed up a bit. It is for sale to my dismay. I won the house in divorce settlement but ex-wife wouldnt relenquish the mortgage info?!? I went through 3 fmla's then went through numerous fit-for-duty unpaid leave. I am now under the umbrella of BJH's long term disability and soon to have to apply Cobra(??!?) Health care payments. Anyways i couldnt afford a mortgage so she strong armed me into signing a document notorized to relenquish decision making to her in order to sell the house. It was my castle. A Chateau 3 story painted lady nestled in the bosom of the city. It is for sale! Breaks my heart. Awesome photo ops!!! 10th street is a pedestrian street so best to go park then north on Ninth then left on Morrison. Last house on the left of the cul-de-sac!
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Bat chain puller remix

Perfectly placed his magic knowledge a rare remix relenquised blessed weasel dweezil the 1001 time was heard with new ears for my parched thirsty ears. Gold to sawdust back to gold again. Aware of the implications of traveling time to send love in a circumference far. For the heads. For those that DID listen deep ritual repeatedly. I heard this for the first time on my 1001 thick time his intent with his magic band. An artist of caliber as GYSIN or CALDER, rich bitch royal ears i share!! Thank you don, and his rearranged youthupstarts. And to Zappa Dweezil for making this magic still exist in a world lacking soul spirit hoodoo voudou beatnik dada freedom vision childlike innocence with ghostly ancestor wisdom. BEEFHEART like tyrone slothrop played the role of holy fool fuckup freedom fighter. HUM!!! He completed his spiritual task!!! May we all find freedom from his courage to walk outside the 4/4 and yet still be true to the beat! Om mani padme hum don van vliet!
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Sunday, May 12, 2013

Self referential catch 33

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Saturday, May 11, 2013

MARYLAND HEIGHTS • Did William Schafer claim to have a bomb? Or is Schafer, himself, the bomb?

I'm in pieces. Destroyed. Shattered. All tears. No hope. Decimated.
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Friday, May 10, 2013

90′s Nostalgia – it’s da bomb! | The Irvington Dispatch

http://irvingtondispatch.com/society/culture/90s-nostalgia/

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Tweet from joelcurrier (@joelcurrier)

joelcurrier (@joelcurrier) tweeted at 5:26 p.m. Thu, May 9:

Sax player's bomb threat jazzes up lunchtime at Creve Coeur Park, police say: http://t.co/6dyyHp8RYh via @STLtoday (http://twitter.com/joelcurrier/status/332622530315681792)

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Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Chen

I'm getting alot of censored 'invalid null' on your shares Azad. You must be on to something touchy... William s. Burroughs(god bless him i paid homage to his gravesite the other day) said " if your a bit paranoid it probably means you know a thing or two.". So to the severe paranoid. Careful not to go mad. Take it all in. Everything is theoretical and very well may be quantum holographic. So by observing you may make it so?!?!? Pynchons proverbs for paranoids. Look it up. The one that bothers me the most? 'The smaller the creature-the greater the master!'
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Flirt

where's charleston mo. i'll be there in less than 4 hours if u say the word. i'm in hangtime with my work and have way too much time on my hands. i'm planting the cacti that i excavated from the rio grande basin on my last wanderlust. what do you do? how is it your single? your very attractive. i pray yer not lonely. if i'm too forward at least pen pals. i'll respond to any questions concerning the heart of a man and maybe u could help me understand women. i love women. i tend to make an embarassement out of myself. but i yam what i yam. check my private photos for some cute laughs. sure my libido's far out but its good to be liberated. and more at ease with one's sexuality/sensuality. honest the pleasure of the woman is often my goal. male orgasm is end game. lol. hollar back cute tha
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Sunday, May 5, 2013

Mgfew

We located evidence that the Americans had indeed tested this carcinogenic chemical—zinc cadmium sulphide—over Winnipeg in 1953. We wrote to the Government of Canada, explaining that we had solid evidence of the spraying and asking that we be informed as to how high up in the government the request for permission to spray had gone. We did not receive a reply.

Shortly after, the Pentagon held a press conference on May 14, 1997, where they admitted what they had done. Robert Russo, writing for the Toronto Star11 from Washington, DC, reported the Pentagon's admission that in 1953 it had obtained permission from the Canadian Government to fly over the city of Winnipeg and spray out this chemical—which sifted down on kids going to school, housewives hanging out their laundry and people going to work. US Army planes and trucks released the chemical 36 times between July and August 1953. The Pentagon got its statistics, which indicated that if the chemical released had been full strength, approximately a third of the population of Winnipeg would have developed cancers over the next five years.'
http://www.cidpusa.org/A/mycoplasma.html#I_-_PATHOGENIC_MYCOPLASMA_

PUBLIC LAW 105–85: SEC. 1078. RESTRICTIONS ON THE USE OF HUMAN SUBJECTS FOR TESTING OF CHEMICAL OR BIOLOGICAL AGENTS. EXCEPTIONS:

(1) Any purpose related to medical, therapeutic, pharmaceutical, agricultural, industrial, or research activity.

(2) Any purpose related to protection against toxic chemicals or biological weapons & agents.

(3) Any law enforcement purpose, including any related to riot control.
http://www.dod.mil/dodgc/olc/docs/1998NDAA.pdf
http://globalskywatch.com/chemtrails/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=45#Post45

Airline Mechanic identifies potential source of commercial plane's Chemtrail delivery system: 'One day last month I was called out from our base to work on a plane for another airline. When I got the call the dispatcher did not know what the problem was. When I got to the plane I found out that the problem was in waste disposal system. There was nothing for me to do but to crawl in and fix the problem. When I got into the bay I realized that something was not right. There were more tanks, pumps, and pipes then should have been there. At first I assumed that the waste disposal system had been changed. It had been about 10 years since I had worked on this particular model of aircraft.

The next day I was on the company computer to look up a wiring schematic. While I was there I decided to look up the extra equipment I had found. To my amazement the manuals did not show any of the extra equipment I had seen with my own eyes the day before. I even tied in to the manufacturer files and still found nothing. Now I was really determined to find out what that equipment did. The next week we had three of our planes in our main hanger for periodic inspection. There are mechanics crawling all over a plane during these inspections. I had just finished my shift and I decided to have a look at the waste system on one of our planes. With all the mechanics around I figured that no one would notice an extra one on the plane. Sure enough, the plane I choose had the extra equipment! I began to trace the system of pipes, pumps, and tanks. I found what appeared to be the control unit for the system. It was a standard looking avionics control box but it had no markings of any kind.

I could trace the control wires from the box to the pumps and valves but there were no control circuits coming into the unit. The only wires coming into the unit was a power connection to the aircraft's main power bus. The system had 1 large tank and 2 smaller tanks. It was hard to tell in the cramped compartment, but it looked like the large tank could hold about 50 gallons. The tanks were connected to a fill and drain valve that passed through the fuselage just behind the drain valve for the waste system. When I had a chance to look for this connection under the plane I found it cunningly hidden behind a panel under the panel used to access the waste drain. I began to trace the piping from the pumps. These pipes lead to a network of small pipes that ended in the trailing edges of the wings and horizontal stabilizers.

If you look closely at the wings of a large airplane you will see a set of wires, about the size of your finger, extending from the trailing edge of the wing surfaces. These are the static discharge wicks. They are used to dissipate the static electric charge that builds up on a plane in flight. I discovered that the pipes from this mystery system lead to every 1 out of 3 of these static discharge wicks. These wicks had been "hollowed out" to allow whatever flows through these pipes to be discharged through the fake wicks. While I don't know what THEY are spraying, I can tell you how they are doing it. I figure they are using the "honey trucks". These are the trucks that empty the waste from the lavatory waste tanks. The airports usually contract out this job and nobody goes near these trucks. Who wants to stand next a truck full of sh–. While these guys are emptying the waste tanks, it makes sense that they could easily be filling the tanks of the spray system. They know the planes flight path so they probably program the control unit to start spraying some amount of time after the plane reaches a certain altitude. The spray nozzles in the fake static wicks are so small that no one in the plane would see a thing.'

Airline manager confirms authenticity of Mechanic's e-mail including revelations of secret Government Chemtrail program (Project Cloverleaf) in operation: 'The email from the anonymous mechanic rings true. Airline companies in America have been participating in something called Project Cloverleaf for a few years now. The earliest date anyone remembers being briefed on it is 1998. I was briefed on it in 1999. The few airline employees who were briefed on Project Cloverleaf were all made to undergo background checks, and before we were briefed on it we were made to sign non-disclosure agreements, which basically state that if we tell anyone what we know we could be imprisoned. About twenty employees in our office were briefed along with me by two officials from some government agency. They didn't tell us which one. They told us that the government was going to pay our airline, along with others, to release special chemicals from commercial aircraft.'
http://loveforlife.com.au/content/07/06/27/chemtrails-two-emails-received-anonymously-airline-mechanic-and-airline-manager-bot

Note: Neither of these statements (airline mechanic & manager) have been independently verified. Further, actual confirmation of 'Project Cloverleaf' has yet to materialize in the form of de-classified Gov't/Military documents. They have been included here-in as highly intriguing, albeit unconfirmed, records. Undoubtedly any whistleblower involved in this scale of a cover-up would likely go to great lengths to ensure protection of their identity. Therefore we can only speculate as to its authenticity.

Project Cloverleaf: 'Both US military refueling tankers and thousands of planes in private corporate aviation are used. Military & civilian aspects of Project Cloverleaf are covert operations. The purpose is to seed into the atmosphere multiple weather/climate modification chemicals for purposes of proactive environmental warfare, originally motivated by a climate change concern; & to introduce highly humanly toxic metallic salts and aerosol fibers that facilitate atmospheric operations of HAARP technology (which is involved in climate manipulation). Piggybacking on this, the covert distribution framework of the toxic metals & chemicals has been used in other covert military/civilian operations like massive biological experiments on whole cities and countrysides of people/ecologies—tests which are unauthorized & without consent or even public knowledge. The purpose is nothing less than the actual physical transformation of the earth's atmosphere in order to provide a platform for the latest chemical & electromagnetic technologies of warfare, communication, weather control, low-yield biological warfare, and control of populations through "non-lethal" chemical/electromagnetic means.'
http://d1027732.mydomainwebhost.com/articles/articles/project_cloverleaf_1994_to_present.pdf

Excerpts from declassified 'Weather as a Force Multiplier: Owning the Weather in 2025 (2025 is a study designed to comply with a directive from the chief of staff of the Air Force to examine the concepts, capabilities, and technologies the United States will require to remain the dominant air and space force in the future) -

'It could have offensive and defensive applications and even be used for deterrence purposes. The ability to generate precipitation, fog and storms on earth or to modify space weather…and the production of artificial weather all are a part of an integrated set of [military] technologies.' 'Extreme and controversial examples of weather modification-creation of made-to-order weather, large scale climate modification, creation and/or control (or "steering") of severe storms. etc.- were researched as part of this study…the weather modification proposed in this report range from the technically proven to the potentially feasible.'
http://www.fas.org/spp/military/docops/usaf/2025/v3c15/v3c15-1.htm

Concepts of Operation -

Precipitation modification: Numerous dispersal techniques have already been studied, but the most convenient, safe, and cost-effective method discussed is the use of afterburner-type jet engines to generate carbon particles while flying through the targeted air. This method is based on injection of liquid hydrocarbon fuel into the afterburner's combustion gases. This direct generation method was found to be more desirable than another plausible method (i.e., the transport of large quantities of previously produced and properly sized carbon dust to the desired altitude). "significant beneficial influences can be derived through judicious exploitation of the solar absorption potential of carbon black dust." If clouds were seeded (using chemical nuclei similar to those used today or perhaps a more effective agent discovered through continued research) before their downwind arrival to a desired location, the result could be a suppression of precipitation. In other words, precipitation could be "forced" to fall before its arrival in the desired territory, thereby making the desired territory "dry.".
http://www.fas.org/spp/military/docops/usaf/2025/v3c15/v3c15-4.htm#Precipitation

Fog modification: 'Field experiments with lasers have demonstrated the capability to dissipate warm fog at an airfield with zero visibility. Generating 1 watt/cm2, which is approximately the US large power density exposure limit, the system raised visibility to one quarter of a mile in 20 seconds. Laser systems described in the Space Operations portion of this AF 2025 study could certainly provide this capability as one of their many possible uses. With regard to seeding techniques, improvements in the materials and delivery methods are not only plausible but likely. Smart materials based on nanotechnology are currently being developed with gigaops computer capability at their core. They could adjust their size to optimal dimensions for a given fog seeding situation and even make adjustments throughout the process. They might also enhance their dispersal qualities by adjusting their buoyancy, by communicating with each other, and by steering themselves within the fog. They will be able to provide immediate and continuous effectiveness feedback by integrating with a larger sensor network and can also change their temperature and polarity to improve their seeding effects. As mentioned above, UAVs could be used to deliver and distribute these smart materials.

Recent army research lab experiments have demonstrated the feasibility of generating fog. They used commercial equipment to generate thick fog in an area 100 meters long. Further study has shown fogs to be effective at blocking much of the UV/IR/visible spectrum, effectively masking emitters of such radiation from IR weapons.This technology would enable a small military unit to avoid detection in the IR spectrum. Fog could be generated to quickly, conceal the movement of tanks or infantry, or it could conceal military operations, facilities, or equipment. Such systems may also be useful in inhibiting observations of sensitive rear-area operations by electro-optical reconnaissance platforms.'
http://www.fas.org/spp/military/docops/usaf/2025/v3c15/v3c15-4.htm#Fog

Storm modification: 'Weather-modification technologies might involve techniques that would increase latent heat release in the atmosphere, provide additional water vapor for cloud cell development, and provide additional surface and lower atmospheric heating to increase atmospheric instability. Critical to the success of any attempt to trigger a storm cell is the pre-existing atmospheric conditions locally and regionally. The atmosphere must already be conditionally unstable and the large-scale dynamics must be supportive of vertical cloud development. The focus of the weather-modification effort would be to provide additional "conditions" that would make the atmosphere unstable enough to generate cloud and eventually storm cell development. The path of storm cells once developed or enhanced is dependent not only on the mesoscale dynamics of the storm but the regional and synoptic (global) scale atmospheric wind flow patterns in the area which are currently not subject to human control. In summary, the ability to modify battlespace weather through storm cell triggering or enhancement would allow us to exploit the technological "weather" advances of our 2025 aircraft; this area has tremendous potential and should be addressed by future research and concept development programs.
http://www.fas.org/spp/military/docops/usaf/2025/v3c15/v3c15-4.htm#Storms

Space-weather/Ionosphere modification: 'A number of methods have been explored or proposed to modify the ionosphere, including injection of chemical vapors and heating or charging via electromagnetic radiation or particle beams (such as ions, neutral particles, x-rays, MeV particles, and energetic electrons). It is important to note that many techniques to modify the upper atmosphere have been successfully demonstrated experimentally. Ground-based modification techniques employed by the FSU include vertical HF heating, oblique HF heating, microwave heating, and magnetospheric modification. Significant military applications of such operations include low frequency (LF) communication production, HF ducted communications, and creation of an artificial ionosphere.

Moreover, developing countries also recognize the benefit of ionospheric modification: "in the early 1980′s, Brazil conducted an experiment to modify the ionosphere by chemical injection."

Several high-payoff capabilities that could result from the modification of the ionosphere or near space are described briefly below. It should be emphasized that this list is not comprehensive; modification of the ionosphere is an area rich with potential applications and there are also likely spin-off applications that have yet to be envisioned.

Ionospheric mirrors for pinpoint communication or over-the-horizon (OTH) radar transmission. The properties and limitations of the ionosphere as a reflecting medium for high-frequency radiation are described in appendix A. The major disadvantage in depending on the ionosphere to reflect radio waves is its variability, which is due to normal space weather and events such as solar flares and geomagnetic storms. The ionosphere has been described as a crinkled sheet of wax paper whose relative position rises and sinks depending on weather conditions. The surface topography of the crinkled paper also constantly changes, leading to variability in its reflective, refractive, and transmissive properties.

Creation of an artificial uniform ionosphere was first proposed by Soviet researcher A. V. Gurevich in the mid-1970s. An artificial ionospheric mirror (AIM) would serve as a precise mirror for electromagnetic radiation of a selected frequency or a range of frequencies. It would thereby be useful for both pinpoint control
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Yo la tango? From her to eternity?

Saturday, May 4, 2013

William S. Burroughs (1914 - 1997) - Find A Grave Memorial

http://www.findagrave.com/cgi-bin/fg.cgi?page=gr&GSln=burroughs&GSfn=william&GSiman=1&GScid=27534&GRid=6201607&

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Friday, May 3, 2013

Lol 707 747 boeing

Fkone fkall. Blackhole swallow u whole. Sitcom meme robot from decades ago. Your children watch king of the fatty hill withu but theyd rather watch robot chicken like Way yaW and 666 gambling upon us meta up in *a supposed* 777. Catch 22 out??? is it 23 or 33. You tell me. I'm mk/naomi bitch. I say the fk what i want. Settle down? (Yeah I Tried that...)...ever hear of XNA? Better accelerate n teach your 'offspring' to speed-read cause there s'not enough purpose to go around. Yaw waY better let jesus out of hell.
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Kall

Complete the vicious circle of DNA. Procreation is programmed to be 'fun' wake up breeders and smell the stink of overpopulation. DNA eats itself. No worries we're made this way. Living in the F@#kpods of the larval hive planet. All efforts are for naught. Music and Art make life worth living but for how long. Listen to Ryoji Ikeda!!! Zap teenage boys with 8yr sterilization rays. To have a kid a couple needs to pass multiple world citizen tests. If the earth is unsustainable in a part of the world then food should not be a charitable donation. The government should not reward single mothers a larger check for having more than 2 children. On and on. War and Starvation are the only check/balance against overpopulation. On that note f#@k Monsanto' glyphosate roundup monopoly which pumps so much corn syrup and artificial soy into us. Sorry. I'm done. No really....for now. Fkall
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Find My Mobile | Samsung Content & Services

http://findmymobile.samsung.com/login.do

Sent from Samsung tablet

Re: [#1278566925] Compromised Mobile/online security

Thanks for contacting Google's security team. This is an automatic response to let you know that we've received your message. If you've identified a security vulnerability within any of Google's services, systems, or networks, we'll investigate as soon as possible and follow up with you shortly.

If you aren't reporting an application security vulnerability, you won't receive a response and we'll be unable to take action on your message. Here's a few links that will hopefully help you find a solution to your issue:

* For account hijackings
- Google Accounts (including Gmail): http://goo.gl/P4H6g
- YouTube: http://goo.gl/E3Ii3

* Other problems with account security
- Gmail: http://goo.gl/Jcac
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- Checkout: http://goo.gl/GPehn

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- Search: http://goo.gl/zOLQW
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- Youtube: http://goo.gl/RuuQF
- Orkut: http://goo.gl/YVAUU
- Blogger: http://goo.gl/bBHrD

* Report malware (http://goo.gl/dR12) or phishing (http://goo.gl/6Q9Y) sites, or inappropriate or malicious advertisements (http://goo.gl/PKpIu).
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Saturday, April 27, 2013

Facebook newsfeed post by: Lucille Gull Millan

Lucille Gull Millan wrote:

If you look for truth, you may find comfort in the end; if you look for comfort you will not get either comfort or truth only soft soap and wishful thinking to begin, and in the end, despair.

Fkall
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Monday, April 22, 2013

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Sunday, April 21, 2013

Sacred and Medicinal Cacti: Peyote, San Pedro and other Ethnopharma

http://www.cactus-mall.com/mss/old.html#34

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Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Dt

HI Papi!!!!! How r u!!! Great to hear from you! I am on a death trip. I hope i live through it. Lol. After that another one. I'm as free as a bird. Freebird. Silent birdsong i am. A dead man with a hummingbird spirit guide. I hunt peyote under the guise of urban archaeology. These senorita's down here are so beautiful. I get death checks. And wander. Many bright stars, like you!!, i have met on my journey through the western lands. I toss all drugs in a little baggie and crush em up. Must be 15 different types in my little snort sack!! Hunter s. Thompsan... I am making moments meaningful while i can. I got sunburned today!!! I love you Nate! All best to you!
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Laredo not Toledo

good god sunshine u r attractive hi my name is bill schafer, a jazz musician from st. louis on a wanderabout. would you like to have me as a guest as i am in laredo tx. i am destined for biloxi mississippi. i am looking on the ground for holy medicine. perhaps you could be a guide. i mean no harm as i am a buddhist christian zen taoist boddhissatva pascifist. a lover not a fighter though in these days as a dead buddha i fear nothing and speak my mind without filter. can u turn on a dead man? if so text,call, tempt me 999. all best to you and your loved ones.
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Sunday, April 14, 2013

Blessed joe dames

Your prayer resounds deeply in my soul. Tears well up from your guidance and wisdom. I keep on keepin on. I unleashed my horns fury and ecstasy upon 6th street. It's allright. God damns me as it always has been and always will be. I entertain him with my fuckups and heretical audacity. It is indeed a closed circuit on a feedback loop of extreme danger and 666 so 777 that the 23 to the 32 does resolve through a lazy slack to 33. I welcome my death and am so sick that i have been praising Yaw spelled backwards Way for teaching extreme lessons through my beloved disease. Learning to love the atomic bomb. True my mind ticks bomblike but please read my mind brain surveillance technology. I play play but within my trash talk there is DEAD seriousness beyond REAL REAL. Joe you recommend me to remain the painful insignificant microquasar that i am. You my friend are a confirmed in buddha nature of a true QUASAR. Rich and invisible with mindfulness and kindness. I promise my death trip will not be an end. But as the schlemehl role of a Dead Buddha i hack through codecs and icenine crypts deciphering through dumb luck and holographic encryption codes coded upon the rewrites themselves. I am awful and terrible. I know. I mean no harm. But jah loves drama and i am eager to join Jesus in Hell in order to help souls escape the unjust rule of the almighty. Things change. Will the circle be unbroken?
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Contact 6th annual MgD conference

My name is bill, from stl. Worked as music therapist. I'm not as sharp as i use to be but i have done a significant amount of research; hacking information on the internet. I have many many theories. Theories that are not confirmed rather thoughts attempting to explain the inexplicable phenomena. I am familiar with both medical/scientific research along with anecdotyl evidence and the more paranoid conspiratol sci-fi data. We have no choice but to be open to all theory. I believe both me and you suffer from decreased impulse control along with impaired linguistic/speech abilities. i am an activist. I've suffered 6 years. I am divorced, not fit for duty, on long term disability, lost my house. I am a dead buddha. My klesha's are cruel teachers of pain and suffering devils whom become angels of liberation and disembodiment. it is the end of the line. I am like William Blake in the movie 'dead man' i am now to wander the western lands to find my assassin or an interesting death. Om mani padme hum. All best to you and your loved ones.
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Friday, April 12, 2013

Dhhjfd

A phd in suffering. Lol. The conference will key me in to the status of the 'unknown illness' BigPharma Psych Oligarchy decides that there is not enough human beings suffering from this condition, not enough $ to make research worth while, so it pays it no attention and continues to allow inhumane and unethical protocol to those that suffer. I mean come on....you go to a dermatologist to get help not to recieve a diagonosis of exclusion into a living hell that destroys ones status as a world citizen. I am not alone in this situation. Self diagnosis for me occured 4.5 years in. I never ever would want an illness to ruin my marriage, take my job from me, steal my house and sense of 'home' from me. My anger comes and goes. Most of all i am resigned. I may be a beach bum. I may expatriate to canada. I dont think i can live at mom and dads for too long. I am not suicidal then again i walk around without fear of death and often have disregard for my wellbeing. If yer sick everyday what matter? C'est la vie. My old self is almost a distant dream. These days i feel more like a test subject attempting fifth column. Sci-fi for sure. I am not psychotic but when reality becomes stranger than fiction one's creativity is a double edged knife. Love u bec. Wish me safety and luck in aquiring the neccesary information. xxx ooo
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Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Smt

You will find the (way it) hurts to love
Never cared and the world turned hearts to love
You will see, oh now, oh the way I do

You will wait
See me go
I don't care when your head turned all alone
You will wait when I turn my eyes around
Overhead when I hold you next to me
Overhead, to know, oh the way I see

Close my eyes
Feel me how
I don't know maybe you could not hurt me now
Here alone when I feel down too
Over there when I await true love for you
You can hide, oh no, oh the way I do
You will see, oh now, oh the way I do
Close my eyes
Feel me now
I don't know maybe you could not love me now
You will know, and her feet down to the ground
Over there, and I want true love to love
You can't hide, oh no, from the way I feel

Turn my head
Into sound
I don't know when I lay down on the ground
You will find the (way it) hurts to love
Never cared and the world turned hearts to love
You will see, oh now, oh the way I do

You will wait
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Saturday, April 6, 2013

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I worry bout myself too. I dont know. I have support here. I am fasting. Joe Dames has said that i can stay at his farm for as long as i like. Another Sax player stays there in his Trailor (kind of like grandpa's old one.) Perhaps this would be an interesting way of living. Very inexpensive and mobile.... I am about to play the sax and busk. Street Music is kind of like music therapy. I forget about myself and work in a higher purpose.
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Something in the air. God i have been at it for 5 hours. Extracting the tiny wire filaments along with unfortunate perfectly fine hair. I have a feeling of being possessed..movements not directed by my mind but the parasitical MgD etherical creature complex that has invaded my shoulders neck face scalp...digs so deep into the center of my back and then into the vertabrae spinal cord into the reptilain brain and into my limbic center finally prodding my frontal lobes attacking my soul..... As always help help help help..no one can help. Peoples kindness is appreciated but they read wikipedia and quickly agree that i'm crazy. Psychiatric..............fuc.....i'm so tired of fighting. Lord take me. ....... Please Lord Now.....now....ouch.

Friday, April 5, 2013

oh god are you in the second or third year?!?? The horror is so very real. And to be degraded by others telling u that the phenomena is 'all in your head' is enough to drive anyone crazy. I feel so bad. I believe i am entering the later or downward arc of the illness. Suicide, Psychosis, grandiosity, persecution complex, buddhism zen taoism helps make peace with the anger towards the almighty or matrix hologram. I speak to people often as a holy fool. A futurologist, a biblical prophet revealing the revelations. My life hangs precariously in the balance of some great unknown in the next few weeks. I have austin texas and then decisions need to be implimented or perhaps not. I have great friends i am reading 'the pale king' by david foster wallace. I pray that you maintain your sanity as you endure the inexplicable intolerable phenomena. Love one love. - william lincoln schafer, aka dj jazzresin.

Thursday, April 4, 2013

....

im hacked through n through. in fact i found the king hacker gray mauser's original wizardry four decryption cyphers somehow floating around the debris of my car. on the back of the piece of dotmatrix printed paper was a dungeons & dragons playa char sheet. evidently it held the details of a level six dead thief. when i get my matter frontal lobe right imma gonna make an mp3 playa full of exotic music for my sweetheart. the system infringes both gifting and ensnaring like pruett-igoe.
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Mov.

Edward Jones - John Mobius owens
Jiminey crkt - X Alex
W. Schafer - Fat Bill
- Jonesy
- Bella
- Wheels
- Mc Nails

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Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Pilot

Gwen, i've had a horrific night. I fight and fight. I fought tonite. Rather than going completely utterly 15th floor psychiatric (where i use to work) i focused on getting myself to Austin on April 12-15, i believe my paypal to NMO went through and my hotel reservation @the Wyndom Garden Hotel has been secured. i am not well. My decision making is suspect. I am scared uncaring if that makes sense. Last week i took a trip to hot springs. In the ozarks there was an abandoned amusement park. The little railroad went across a gorge. I walked upon the rotted railwood halfway. Looking down 300 feet below...... I walked back..... I was trespassing and reckless. It would have been a good death. I pray for this nightmare to end. I am not well. I am trying to get well with the Lord. Can u feel me Gwen?? Wyndom Gardens hotel is no Devils tower. But i'll wear a gasmask to get through the clouds of BZ. I dont have a presentation except for me being there. i'll entertain as i always do. But this is very serious business. I cannot keep on keepin' on....... Job to Jesus to Van gogh. Y'know. I'm about to Jack Kevorckian the entire operation. My mind ticks bomblike. I am a pacifist kamakaze
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So i'm sittin there feelin away at this pearl in my mouth. Next thing i know some chick is lookin straight in my eyes like im some kind a prevert. She walks in and orders me off the establishment. Calls the m#@f#@kin cops on me. I say i'm gettin outta here me. Damn first thing i said was sorry.
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Monday, March 25, 2013

•Chance Operations•: Treasure Shields Redmond Featured Reader at Duff's on Monday, March 25

http://chanceoperationsstl.blogspot.com/2013/03/treasure-shields-redmond-featured.html?spref=fb&m=1

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Saturday, March 23, 2013

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Monday, March 18, 2013

Mg

There is some evidence albeit, scattered in varying degrees of reliability across the often too strange to be true web. The inventor of the MG pop control was a israelian scientist working at Stanford. He messed up. MG doesnt kill just causes intolerable suffering, anyways the 'hypertext' of it all was that the U.S. government, realizing the awful treachery of it all, gunned him down in assassination as his car was stopped at a stop light. There was a picture of him posted looking like a deer in the headlights. .....myth or not...we all do our best to try to figure it out cause it defies logic. My contribution is that MG functions in a Non-newtonian manner. Look up non-newtonian & speaker, on youtube and i bet a lot of those suffering from it will immediately identify with the freakish movement and lifelike presence of cornstarch on speaker cone. Then of course the most terrifying is the modulation of the deer tick paralysis agent used as a knockout weapon -mk naomi-(the k is for knockout just as mkultra was about LSD used as a warfare agent (which of course they perfected into BZ which our nation stockpiles and can easily spray down upon the enemy or its citizens in order to take then down. Close encounters of the third kind- spraying the tresspassers and livestock that were in the vicinity of Devil's Tower)) after reading about that I was sickened to the core. Evidence is a subjective term. Scientific evidence? Prob not. But evidence does exist through the frightening mirror of our own theories amplified and interspersed with the truth on the interweb. Hackers keep hacking this. Help us out and set us free!!! Scientists keep hacking away at what it is and May we all be cured or at the very least be treated with dignity in coping with a mysterious illness that is all too real......
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Sunday, March 17, 2013

!!!!

Teman alien saya mengingatkan saya karena mereka melihat saya terlalu membumi sehingga melupakan kebiasan dan adat istiadat kehidupan di planet asal saya yang penuh dengan keharmonisan dan kenyamanan yang semua transparan tanpa ada yang bisa ditutup-tutupi. :D

Saya jawab : abis membumi itu enak sih, ada rasa pedas, asem, manis, ada yang bikin semeriwing dll, pokoknya nano-nano deh, kalo di planet kita kan semuanya hambar tidak ada rasanya.

Kemudian teman alien saya menjawab, iya betul !, dunia realitas Bumi adalah dunia rasa, kehidupan duniawi tidaklah berarti apa-apa jika rasa-rasa yang ada tidak dirasakan tetapi harap diingat !, dunia rasa adalah dunia sementara dimana dunia sesungguhnya bukanlah di Bumi tapi di planet kita.

Coba anda perhatikan dan amati bahwa kehidupan duniawi sangat menguras tenaga dan pikiran, manusia (ruh red.) terlalu sibuk mengisi waktu-waktunya untuk hal yang sia-sia, mereka lupa seolah-olah kehidupan yang sesungguhnya hanyalah kehidupan duniawi, mereka lupa bahwa kehidupan yang sesungguhnya tidak memerlukan manusia-manusia (ruh) seperti itu.

Veto ! Kami selalu mengawasi anda !, kehidupan anda belakangan ini membuat kami menjadi khawatir dan kami tidak ingin anda gagal.

Hhmm.. jadi apa yang harus saya perbuat ?

Teman Alien saya menjawab, ..Ingat ! kehadiran anda di planet Bumi adalah "Pengamat" yang hanya berakting sebagai pelaku, Amatilah kehidupan di sekitar anda, pelajari tingkah laku mereka, liat dampak yang ditimbulkannya, catatlah semua kejadian-kejadian tersebut.. analisalah ! lalu laporkanlah kepada kami... analisa anda sangat membantu kami dan sangat kami butuhkan untuk menentukan perkembangan manusia Bumi selanjutnya

saya jawab : Siap !, okay Boss... Zzzzz zzzzz....

--End of Dialogs

Saya jadi kepikiran begini, bahwasanya, setiap ruh yang memilih untuk bergabung menjadi manusia sebetulnya hanyalah untuk mengamati prilaku dan tingkah laku ruh-ruh lainnya, semua manusia adalah pengamat sekaligus pelaku yang hanya "act as like human" yang kemudian pengalaman dan perjalanan selama hidupnya di Bumi akan diceritakan kembali kepada teman-teman dan keluarganya di planet tempat asal mereka.

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Wednesday, March 6, 2013

1300 S 10th Street, Saint Louis, MO 63104 :: Homesnap

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Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Skks

I do plan to attend the meeting in Austin. I will register here in a day or two. My activism is DIY do-it-yourself, i had done a quite a bit of research, listened to all the RENSE radio shows. I found the research at the Charles Holman foundation to be very progressive. I donated back when i had a job. I post often not in the best state of mind. Your communication has been heard and i will post more responsibly. Often this illness does take its psychological toll. Frustration and hopelessness are companions. I promise for now not to take my life. I am tired of fighting but fight on i will. One love Cindy!
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Saturday, March 2, 2013

Certified Guaranty Company, LLC - CGC Grading - Grading Process

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Ceramics

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"I'm sorry to say this, Mr. Mayerson," Miss Fugate said; she went over to the pots, picked one up and held it in her hands, weighing it, rubbing its glazed surface. "But I get a distinctly different impression than you do. I feel these ceramic pieces will make it." Hnatt looked from one to the other of them.
"Let me have that." Mayerson pointed to a dark gray vase; at once Hnatt handed it to him. Mayerson held it for a time. "No," he said finally. He was frowning, now. "I still get no impression of this item making it big. In my opinion you're mistaken, Miss Fugate." He set the vase back down. "However," he said to Richard Hnatt, "in view of the disagreement between myself and Miss Fugate-
-" He scratched his nose thoughtfully. "Leave this display with me for a few days; I'll give it further attention." Obviously, however, he would not.
Reaching, Miss Fugate picked up a small, oddly shaped piece and cradled it against her bosom almost tenderly. "This one in particular. I receive very powerful emanations from it. This one will be the most successful of all."
In a quiet voice Barney Mayerson said, "You're out of your mind, Roni." He seemed really angry, now; his face was violent and dark. "I'll vid you," he said to Richard Hnatt. "When I've made my final decision. I see no reason why I should change my mind, so don't be optimistic. In fact don't bother to leave them." He shot a hard, harsh glance toward his assistant, Miss Fugate.
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Thursday, February 28, 2013

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Dj jazzresin

house parties for all-star tattoo. i blend acidhouse with funk, remixes, spicedelica, avant garde japanese classical electronic (ryoji ikeda!!!!) and of course uberstep northern underground dub with a healthy dose of stl crunk pop. eclectic with an encyclopedic knowledge of musicology, music ethnography, biomusicology, psycho-acoustics, and 20,000 records. at my jobsite i managed a library of 120,000 mp3's and 20,000 mp4 music vids. all in all though anyone can be a dj. it's best when someone else gives you your dj name. #1 record to start a dance floor. (always works for me) dee-lite - groove is in the heart!!!
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Wednesday, February 27, 2013

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Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Naked

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The page you are looking for is not available on this web site. Meanwhile...

Take your business to Walgreen's...

Steal anything in sight.

We are not responsible.

I don't know how to return it to the white reader.

You can write or yell or croon about it... paint about it... act about it... shit it out in mobiles... So long as you don't go and do it...

Senators leap up and bray for the Death Penalty with inflexible authority of virus yen.... Death for dope fiends, death for sex queens (I mean fiends) death for the psychopath who offends the cowed and graceless flesh with broken animal innocence of lithe movement....

The black wind sock of death undulates over the land, feeling, smelling for the crime of separate life, movers of the fear-frozen flesh shivering under a vast probability curve....

Population blocks disappear in a checker game of genocide.... Any number can play....

The Liberal Press and The Press Not So Liberal and The Press Reactionary Scream approval: "Above all the myth of other-level experience must be eradicated...." And speak darkly of certain harsh realities... cows with the aftosa... prophylaxis....

Power groups of the world frantically cut lines of connection....

The Planet drifts to random insect doom....

Thermodynamics has won at a crawl... Orgone balked at the post.... Christ bled... Time ran out....

You can cut into Naked Lunch at any intersection point.... I have written many prefaces. They atrophy and amputate spontaneous like the little toe amputates in a West African disease confined to the Negro race and the passing blonde shows her brass ankle as a manicured toe bounces across the club terrace, retrieved and laid at her feet by her Afghan Hound....

Naked Lunch is a blueprint, a How-To Book.. Black insect lusts open into vast, other planet landscapes.... Abstract concepts, bare as algebra, narrow down to a black turd or a pair of aging cajones...

How-To extend levels of experience by opening the door at the end of a long hall.... Doors that only open in Silence.... Naked Lunch demands Silence from The Reader. Otherwise he is taking his own pulse....

-- William S. Burroughs, "Atrophied Preface," Naked Lunch, 1959
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Naked Lunch @ 50

http://nakedlunch.org/

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Sunday, February 17, 2013

YouTube

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Sunday, February 10, 2013

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w. l. schafer WLS jazzresin. Remote View Scanner for Historical Presence, iOs recording artist